After that incident I begged Shane to forgive me in any possible way that I can but she just ignored me, my messages and my calls. I don’t know what to do for her to forgive me. Shane left me and went to America for her job. I asked her parents and they said that Shane told them that we are already over but she didn’t explain the reasons behind our break up. I don’t want to give up and I have no plans to give up on her at all. I know it’s my fault and I’m willing to accept her punishments but that’s not including breaking up with her.I decided to chase her and went to America to talk to her and beg her. I am nervous of course because I know Shane will ignore me even if I went to where she is right now but I don't care at all. I went to their company and inquired about Shane’s work schedule and I learned that she has a photo shoot right now but I don’t know the exact details.I tried to call her to inform her that I am here in America right now but it’s just a voice message from the l

It's already Ten in the evening and I went to Shane’s house. While on my way I felt the cold evening breeze. I opened the hood of my new convertible sports car and the wind felt so good. After deciding to move on already my mind is much clearer now. Shane will always be my number one and always be the love of my life but I have to set my feelings free and just be happy for her and for her new love.I didn’t know that Shane arrived at the airport today at Ten in the evening. Also her parents didn’t know that she’s coming home today. Her work is done in America so she hurriedly back to the country so that we can talk and we can fix our relationship and start a new page of our life.After thirty minutes I reached their house. The guard told me to go inside the house. Shane's parents greeted me with a smile but there’s a sadness in their eyes.“Roxy, it’s already late. What are you doing here honey?” Shane’s mom said.“Tita Carla, I am here to say goodbye personally. I decided to go abroa

After four hours in the operating room finally it’s done but still I’m unconscious. The Doctors transferred me to the ICU room. They told my parents that I’m not stable and still in danger.My mother cried a lot that day as well as my father. Shane was so scared that the worst thing would happen to me. She kept on praying and begging God to save me, to save my life.“Mrz. Santillan, I'm sorry to say this but your daughter is in a coma. We found out that there’s a blood clot on her brain and there's damage in her skull as well when the operation is in process. We can’t say when she will be able to wake up,” the Doctor said.My mom cried and she felt weak on her knees. Dad held her tightly and hugged her, “ Honey, we need to be brave for Roxy’s sake. We need to fight for her and believe that she can make it through and she will wake up soon.”“You’re right Honey. Our daughter will wake up soon and greet us with a smile. I believe in her Bernard. Our baby is a strong woman. She can surpa

Every passing day I always felt a severe headache. My parents panicked and called my Doctor. And as expected my condition is getting worse. Shane cried non-stop that day when I had an attack. She begged me to return to the hospital for treatment. But I refuse because my Doctor already said that my time is closing in. I don’t want to waste my remaining time in the hospital. I wanted to be with my loved ones and spend my time with them.One morning I told my dad that I wanted to go out to the garden to have some fresh air. He and mom accompanied me there. They brought some food and drinks if I ever wanted to eat. The fresh and cool air that brushes on my skin felt good. I felt refreshed but I also felt sadness in my heart. I wonder if this was the last time I felt the cool breeze of fresh air together with my family.Sometimes I honestly felt angry at the one who created me, the one and only our mighty God. I asked him why I needed to leave this beautiful world. Why do I need to leave m