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I have always loved surprises. I love to receive surprise gifts that I have been longing for months. I love to hear good surprise news because they give me hope, inspiration, and happiness. But there are times when I hate the surprise that I receive. Like the surprise, Nori gave me when he chose his Chosen Mate. But I never thought that I will receive a much bigger surprise than that. I stare at the bare back of the man I have known since we were young but I have never seen him grow this big. ‘Damn, now I know why you have been obsessing over this guy now,’ my inner goddess said happily. ‘Shut up,’ I shouted at her in panic. I carefully got out of bed and silently looked for my clothes. I made sure that I was careful not to wake up the sleeping man on the bed. After making sure that I have everything and was about to get out of the room, I hear Nori stir making me turn and look at him. I can’t leave like this, this is wrong. Although I am not really sure what happened last nig

Love. Love is the four-letter word that makes the world go round. For some, it’s the only thing that keeps them sane. They say it gives them the strength they needed to survive life. But it is also the reason why most of them fall apart. For me, love is not for the weak but for the brave who are not afraid to face it head-on. For people who are not afraid to take risks and accept the consequences of their choices. Love is for the people who look for it and grab it, instead of just sitting around waiting for it or someone to come and swept them off their feet. Because the moment that you make that choice will also be the moment that will change your life. I look at Seth as he smiles at me while the words I longed to hear from someone else. But here he is, telling me that he loves me, without even knowing what he’s getting himself into. “How can you say those words so easily?” I asked. “I don’t just say it easily,” Seth said with a chuckle as continued to look ahead, “I only s

The sky was slowly wrapped with a black velvet blanket that makes everything dark and cold. Everywhere I look, all I see are dark shadows and total blackness. I stare out of the window for a while as I wait for a sign of life. For a sign of hope in the form of a man named Seth. I have been sitting here in the same spot that I sat at after Seth’s chef left. Once again, I have forgotten what his name was. I don’t know if it was a good idea for him to know what happened. But the moment that he asked me to tell him everything the words just came pouring out of my mouth. I am not sure if it was because I was looking for someone to hear me out. For someone to listen to me. Without any prejudice or without judging me. Seth’s chef was like that. He never interrupted me to give his opinion or a piece of advice that I don’t really need. You see, I already know what I need to do. I already know that I will hurt Seth when I confessed to him and tell him the truth. That’s the whole point of all o

There’s a saying, that I had heard somewhere, about how crying. It basically says that after crying you will see things differently and sometimes even clearer than before. And that’s what happened to me.Seth let me cry. Honestly, I don’t know how long I cried. All I know was while I was crying Seth never let go of me. His presence comforts me, in ways that I can’t explain. It’s like everything will be okay as long as I have him beside me.When he was finally sure that I have stopped crying, he let me go and went to the kitchen to get me something to eat. That’s also when I realized that I wasn’t dreaming at all. He didn’t mention anything about catching me while I was pleasuring myself. He was so focused on making sure that I was okay and well-fed first. After I ate, I know that it was time to face the music. A very big part of me is praying that there is still hope for us. Even the slightest sign of hope would be enough for me. I also know that in order for me to get that hope, bot

My last conversation with Seth was a few days ago. We haven’t talked about the pregnancy since the last time I was in his house. After telling him about my plans he was so adamant that I will not be moving to a place where he won’t be able to see me. I remember the day I had spent with him on the day when I thought I lost him. I also enjoyed eating breakfast with his friends and finally got to know them better. Out of his three friends, Jericho was the kindest and most understanding of them all. He was the first to open up with me and the first to accept me despite the previous interaction that I had with them. His power comes in his hand and of course his cooking. The dishes that he creates will blow your mind. And that’s not the only thing that I like about him. Because aside from that, he was also a good secret keeper. Sol, whose full name was actually Solomon, hated to be called by his full name. He’s a bit touchy and the hardest to please among the three. He will test your pat