The last few days were a roller coaster, I hadn't stepped out of my room. Marie brought me some food for me most of the time but sometimes I take myself down to eat. The wound on my hand required dressing, which Vladim did for me everytime he came back from work because he knew how to do it. He had been silent around me, he didn’t ask me anything, he was trying to give me as much space as he could and I truly appreciate that, I needed it. My brothers visited me like twice and cheered me up.I think the time for sulking is over, I’m tired of it. Now I have to revive myself. What’s done is done and the mad had been punished a long time ago. It’s not worth me bringing up the past and depressing myself.After a long warm shower, I changed into some comfortable clothes and went down for a cup of tea. Marie was not in the kitchen so I had to make it myself. I didn’t know my way around the kitchen but I could figure it out, it’s not rocket science.Making the tea wasn’t hard, I found the c

The past few days have been weird. I stayed with my father for two days, because Jax and Hunter were out of the city for a business trip and we try our best not to leave our father alone as much as we can. He said he’s still working on getting me out of this situationship with VladimI did return back to the house which Vladim likes to call the ‘Safe House’. Vladim didn’t come back for two days because he was apparently swamped in work, so he had to stay over there at the mansion. I was a bit relieved because I think we both needed a few days apart after the awkward closet scene.I was a bit rude because I was stressed about him cornering me but he deserved every word I said to him. I said some things that make me cringe everytime I think back at it but what’s done is done.I was able to contact my old therapist and get back in contact with him. I told him what had happened and we had one session for now but I have another one scheduled for next week. Today I have to go and stay with

Considering I left the house thinking we were flying by a commercial plane, the flight was not as difficult as I expected it to be. We flew for hours and finally stopped in Qatar for an hour, to get some fresh air and exercise our legs, and because Vladim had some business he wanted to take care of there, so he had some men meet him there. We are currently back in the plane and would arrive in about 30 minutes or so. I got a lot of sleep but wasn't ready to get up. Vladim was already up, and working on his computer. "Irene…" He spoke. I hummed in response, letting out a yawn right after. "I need you to kiss me" I frowned, wondering If I heard him right or my ears were playing with me. That was enough to give me the energy I needed to sit up and face him. I sat up and faced him, shaking my head in confusion, waiting for him to explain further. "We are going to meet my parents, I need them to-" He started. "WHAT!?"I shrieked "You're what!? Why didn't you tell me?" I groaned. "

The dinner was terrible, I hated every second of it, it was awkward. Natasha tried to carry the rest of the dinner, but it didn't go as planned, Clyde excused himself first, and Vladim said he was going to show me our room. I was a bit disappointed because I didn't get to eat the food properly because of his father. A total ass.On top of that, it's almost 9pm and it's still bright outside, which is making it hard for me to feel the night, it still feels like day."Can I be honest?" I asked, as I walked around the room, studying it.It's a very minimalistic room, just like the one at home, it screams Vladim. A set of couches with a coffee table rested at the left corner, facing the big curtain window that reveals the view of a forest.The walls were white and had a little bit of teal splashed around. The bed was big, and there was a shelf that covered the wall.I turned to face Vladim, who was already facing me, waiting for me to answer."I thought your mother was dead. I figured it's

It's been about 5 hours since we came back from the restaurant. I stayed up with Vladim and he explained a bit to me about the Huston project, it’s a lot but just what I needed. I have been bored for quite a while so it’s good for me, and it includes creativity which is my forteEventually we were meant to go to bed, but I was unable to sleep, it's been 2 hours now. And all I’ve done is toss and turn. I reached for my phone and looked at the time, 3am. The sun is already fully out again. Russia is weird.I pushed the covers off my leg and walked around to Vladims side, before slipping my legs into his huge sandals. My legs looked tiny compared to them but I just needed them for some time to go and get some food maybe.I'm sure if I eat, I'll be able to sleep, I just need to try not to get caught. I'm sure there is something in their fridge, even if it's just bread, I can toast it in the toaster I saw earlier in the kitchen.I took slow and quiet steps around the house, until I reached