I rubbed my eyes with the back of my hands.Exhausted would be an understatement to how I was feeling. It was as if my body was breaking down on me.I rolled put of bed with a sigh and walked out of Lucy's room.My legs felt like jelly and my joints were hurting with every step I took.I walked in to the kitchen and went to grab some water only to have the scent of a heavy coffee assault my nose.My stomach immediately made a flip and I pressed my palm flat against my mouth and rushed towards the bathroom.My head hovered over the toilet bowl as I gaged and let out a harsh noice from my throat. Because I haven't been eating well and my stomach is empty, all that came out was acidic bile burning it's way up my throat.I spat out the last of my freaking stomach before slamming the toilet shut and flushing it.I stumbled over to the sink and picked up my tooth brush. After putting a generous amount of paste on the brush, I slowly brushed my teeth.I'm starting to grow tired of this proc

I pressed my back against the side of a random car with my head hung low between my shoulders.My brother Zeus sat next to me with his arms draped over his bent knees and his head leaned back against the car.I was very grateful he dragged me out of the room before I completely broke down.After ten or more minutes of helplessly sobbing, beating my chest and crying out loud, I was finally able to calm down as my body grew tired. "You okay?" Zeus asked and I glanced over at him before shaking my head.Am I okay?Of course not.I just learned the most amazing and heartbreaking news all at once. How was I able to process it.'i will not being a life in tl this world, only for you to hate it...''I'll get rid of it...'Lucy's words kept playing in my head, over and over again.How could I have messed up this much?"Thanks for dragging me out her before I broke down infront of her."My brother glance at me before he sighed."Not the main reason why i brought you here but... Sure."I turne

April frantically moved around the stage as she looked at each of the models, flat-ing out any wrinkles on the hoody dresses each of the tall models were wearing.They all stood in the order they would be walking down the run way but April had already changed their positions multiple times, saying one color was too bright to follow after the first or too dole to lean the right ones.She kept walking up and down the main stage, looking at her hoody dresses from an audience perspective and then telling then to switch lines again."Calm down, April. Everything is perfect. You need to stop stressing." I commented when I saw how much her stress was causing the other employees stress.April glared at me before she turned her eyes back to her models."Something looks off about the dresses." She mumbled.I walked over to her with a sigh and draped my right arm over her shoulders."There is nothing wrong with the colors, all the girls look beautiful and this is going to be a successful show. Y

I sat next to Karl and waited for the show to start. He was sitting to my left and Zeus was sitting to my right with Alice. The rest of the seats at the very front that were preserved for the Thompsons were still empty. It was obvious that none of them were going to come, even Kaily. I wondered if I was the reason why the youngest Thompson didn't show up to support her big sister. It made me feel even more shittier that I was already feeling.My shoulders are tense and my eyes are a bit sore. I pressed my palms flat against each other and looked down at my lap. I focused on my breathing and tried to ignore the presses of the hunk of a man next to me. Karl slowly reached for my hand, slipping his left hand in between my pressed palms and intertwined his fingers with my own.I sucked in a huge breath and glanced at him. Karl was staring at me with a soft smile that actually reached his eyes. A small smile stretched against my lips as I stared at him.Karl and I had spent almost thirty

I sat in bed with my back pressed against the headboard. My big pink drawing book on my lap.I bit my thumb nail as I blankly stared at the drawing book.I've been meaning to open it and get back to maybe drawing out some designs but something is holding me back.I haven't put a pencil against the pages of this drawing book for years. Maybe I just don't have it in me anymore.I sighed as I ran my right hand over the cover of the drawing book. After taking in a deep breath, I opened the page by the marker and looked at the last design I made.Tracing my fingers on the tip of the dress, I wondered if I would ever get this in a physical piece instead of just sating between the pages.I blow out another heavy breath before I turned the page over and looked at a blank one. Reaching out for the pencil on April's night stand, i positioned it well in my right hand and pressed the tip on the paper.I drew out an oval shape for the head and moved down the neck. Making the model figure wasn't h