All Chapters of Losing My Siren Luna: Chapter 11 - Chapter 20
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Elelira POVWalking back to the reception hall, I tried to let the numbness overtake me again, taking a final swig of the wine before leaving the bottle on the pathway, not wanting to draw any more negative attention to myself by coming in with it. There are many differences in this second time marrying Lachlan already. Not just the kiss, which was unexpected and confusing enough, but Lachlan coming to look for me after. Once he left the reception before, he never came back. I was on my own the rest of the evening until Mimi led me back to my room for the night. What reason would he have to come search for me? I thought he and his subordinates would be readying themselves for their night out about now. “Luna,” someone says, disturbing my thoughts. I looked around and saw Nilo and Cherum, Lachlan’s Beta and Delta watching me as I reentered the hall. I didn’t know which one addressed me, or why they would be calling me Luna, so I just stared at them in confusion. “Pardon my late in
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Lachlan POV “Alpha?” Leona paws my chest while pulling my arm. I shake her off and step away, intending on chasing after my wife. She is gone, though. She didn’t even turn back when I called her. “Why?” I growled furiously as I slowly turned towards the women. “Why would you think that was okay? To disrespect your Luna like that on our wedding day, why would you-?” “Lanny,” Leona pathetically whines out the nickname many of the girls call me, cutting off my question. “Don’t be like that. You looked like you were struggling, so we came to help. You told us she wasn’t going to be anything more than an annoying guest,” she pops her hip out to the side, ‘You said she would never be our Luna, Lanny. I don’t know why you are being so mean.” I pinch the bridge of my nose, focusing on containing my lycan, who is trying to break free and tear this woman apart for insulting our mate. How am I going to get close to Lira now? How am I going to overcome this misunderstanding? “Alpha?” Yasmin,
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Elelira POVWhen I came to my room, mentally exhausted and ready to retire for the evening, the delta of the pack was outside my room, looking about ready to enter it for whatever reason. “Why is he here? He didn’t acknowledge us before. Why is he continually trying to get involved with us this time?” Val asked me. “I’m not sure. Much has changed this time. It’s a lost cause if he is trying to fulfill his task as my delta. Lachlan obviously hasn’t changed.”Val whimpers, thinking about the women that surrounded Lachlan back in the reception hall. They all seemed more than familiar with him. I guess it comes with their line of work. Knowing him intimately and personally is something I will never know, and watching the women paw all over him, I’m grateful I won't. I’m not here to intrude on their domain. It makes me sick to think about being with him after all of them have had him.I left the reception early last time. Did he invite those women to our wedding the first time too? Is t
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“Lira,” he whispers my name, almost beggingly. He then looks at the woman and back at me. “This isn’t what it looks like. I was just telling her to leave.” I held my head up high, not believing him in the least. He doesn’t know I’ve lived through this already. “I just need a word, then you can return to your guest, Alpha Lachlan. It won’t take long.” He growls, startling me for a moment, then his eyes soften with panic like he just realized he scared me. “I’m sorry. I wasn’t growling at you,” he sputters, then turns to glare at the woman, “GO! Don’t come back here again. I will tell the guards you are not allowed past the gates if you try.” “But, Alpha,” the woman puffs up her face in offense while pouting. “I always spend the nights with you.” Her chest rises and falls like she is about to cry. Her hips are round, accented by her clothing, and she clutches her chest, making it spill out of her bodice even more. Is this why he never showed interest in me? Because he likes well-endow
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Elelira POVThis whole ordeal with changing rooms is utterly ridiculous, but at least I get to keep Mimi with me. She was in tears when she came up to my room soon after Lachlan sent me away to start packing. “I thought I had done something to offend you, my Luna. Thank you for believing in me,” she sniffled. “I will serve you well, my Luna. These old bones are still strong.”“Just being here for me is enough,” I smiled warmly at her, “and call me Ela. We’re friends, remember. Formalities don’t matter between friends.” After that, she quickly dried her tears and got to work on organizing my room. I don’t plan on being Luna of this pack anyway. I’m not going to tell her that, not with so many ears listening and when she is feeling like she is honored by serving me, but this position isn’t final until Lachlan either marks me or the mate bond is formed. Lachlan won’t mark me, and I plan on rejecting him and leaving the moment my magic comes and the bond is formed again.Mimi is taking
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Lachlan POVI was pacing outside the room that would soon be Lira’s. Nilo just came with a few men and took my bed and mattress from my room to be burned. I don’t need it. I plan on spending my nights with Lira in her room now that she has agreed to it. Her only requirement was not sharing a bed I shared with other women. There is now no bed that fits those disqualifications, so I'm in the clear. I’m giddy with excitement at the prospect of holding her in my arms at last. That shit show with the women set me back momentarily, but I’ll win her over. She won’t be able to fight the bond if I’m touching and holding her. She might mentally fight it at first, but her body will crave my touch. “Don’t be an asshole and force her to do anything she doesn’t want to do. Manipulating her with the bond she feels but we don’t isn’t right,” Killian growls at me.“I’m not manipulating her. I just want a damn opening.”“You don’t deserve an opening,” he growls, “I hope she punches you in the nuts
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We stand in an awkward stare off, her face remaining cold and displeased, and I’m sure I look like a total prick about to drop to her feet and grovel for her forgiveness. Cherum and Niomi start directing the maids to enter Lira’s new room with her belongings. Niomi followed the last of the maids in, calling out agitated directions about where to put everything. She stops momentarily at the door while looking back at Lira for any indication that she might need to stay with her. Lira nodded at her, giving her a reassuring smile. Niomi sighs, then continues to direct the maids, moving about the room as they busy themselves with the task.Cherum remains behind Lira, a protective hand still on her shoulder. Is he trying to protect her from me? I’m her mate and his Alpha. A brief glance at his face and I could see disapproval there towards me. “Lira, I’m sorry. I reacted before thinking.”“Again, it’s Elelira, and I’m not the one you should be apologizing to.”She wants me to apologize t
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Elelira POVI’m finally in comfortable clothing; a thick flannel nightgown and my cushioned slippers I inherited from my mother. They are worn out from overuse throughout the years, but that has just added to the comfort by making them buttery soft and familiar. The clothes combined with the necklace that has the familiar fae magic emanating from it are wrapping me in a cocoon of comfort.“Are you sure this is okay for you, Luna?” Mimi grimaces at the faded pattern on my nightgown. “I’m sure I can find you much better sleeping attire for the night. It’s your wedding night after all.”This is the third time she has asked, but the first time since the other maids have left. I can be more honest with her now.I waved a hand, dismissing her line of thought about my wedding night. “I’m pretty sure your alpha plans on spending our wedding night with any of those other women he invited to our wedding rather than me.” I’m not concerned over making our wedding night something to remember. I r
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“Well, not directly, no. He had Beta Nilo tell all the staff you are his true Luna and to treat you as such.”“Hmm,” I pondered the possibility of him feeling the mate bond like Val suggested. It seems more plausible now. I twirled the ring around my finger; the wedding ring Lachlan had given me earlier today. Even the ring with this marriage is different. My first was dull and thin. It was a cheaply made ring to match our cheap marriage. This ring is elaborate and beautiful. It may be the most beautiful accessory I have ever had in my possession. Well, besides the necklace, but Lachlan said that the necklace was given to me by someone else. The individual just asked for Lachlan to be the one to give it to me for some odd reason. I wish I knew who it was from, or wish Lachlan had finished explaining to me why he was the one to give it to me before all those women interrupted him. I would love to know who had access to siren or fae magic.There is so much difference in this life. May
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I was absolutely stunned. He never would have done this in my first life. The only thing he had ever given me was scorn and hatred. “Maybe this isn’t the same timeline, Ela,” Val tells me, “It can’t be.”She is almost in tears of relief, that hope of being accepted by our mate blossoming inside her once again. “He would have told us if he felt the mate bond, though. Remember how you were the first time we laid eyes on him? If my uncle had not been holding on to us as we walked down the aisle, you would have made me run to him.” His indifference and cold demeanor is what prevented me from saying anything to him when I finally could speak to him at the reception, away from my uncle. His attitude was like ice water dousing me and waking us from the spell the mate bond cast over us. “You are being pretty cold to him in this life. Maybe he is just too scared to say anything, just like you were.”“Well, I’m not going to be the first to say it now, either. If he feels the mate bond, he wi
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