All Chapters of Illicit Pleasure: Chapter 31 - Chapter 40

MEYI thought my father was right, that what I felt for Victor was just a simple affair that only by getting far enough away, I could get him out of my mind and my heart, but now I realize that my love was so strong that for two years I couldn't stop crying because I discovered that he never loved me and that I was just an experiment to teach his ex—wife a lesson.That night I would never forget it because it was the end of a stupid and meaningless relationship and the beginning of a new life for me, I managed to graduate from university in Paris, I made my life again and started from scratch, the only thing I could not do was to get him out of my heart completely, but it is better this way because it will be a good reminder that nothing is a fairy tale.That night I told my parents everything, I thought they would throw me out or be disappointed in me, especially dad, but he just said "Life is about making mistakes, otherwise we will never learn to know what is good and bad for us."

I could not believe that, after years, I am forced to come back again, I talked to the director and he told me that if I didn't accept, I would have to look for another job because he will never take no for an answer, so right now I am packing everything I need for us.—And this?A piece of newspaper fell at my feet, as I picked it up, I noticed that it was the photograph taken of us when I took his motorcycle without his consent, they took the photograph just when I kissed him and he reciprocated "I thought I had thrown it away"—Mom?When I saw my twins I extended my right hand and with the other I kept the image of my past, and I carried them both, my little girl with long brown hair had inherited her father's features and her brother too, but my little Adriel, inherited his character as well as his facial features, she is a miniature version of him, but my beautiful Ada, she is as sweet as an angel.—Are you sad mom? —asked Adriel.—I am, my prince," I kissed her forehead.—Don't

"You can do it, don't fall for his bullying."I hit his hand with all my might, I face him but I'm scared to death inside when I don't look it on the outside.—My parents were more than clear with you, so don't even think that they are yours, because they are not. Now, get out of my office, I have much more important things to do than to be arguing with you.—You owe me an explanation...—Ha! —I said sarcastically —Don't tell me, don't you also want a summary of my life during these past years? —He grabs me by the hips and pulls me to him.—It wouldn't be a bad idea... but what do you say we do it at dinner, just the two of us?—You wish. —I don't owe you anything, nothing. Wait, I think I do owe you something, —I can see a smile appear on his face— —Thanks for making me see who you really were and not what I thought. If it wasn't for you opening my eyes, I wouldn't have the life I have now with my children.I open the door for him to come out but he doesn't move from his place, he lo

VICTOR—No...—You can't deny it anymore. —This time his look becomes more somber —Tell me the truth.—Fine. You want the truth, ok, Adriel and Ada don't have a father, do you know why? Because he was very clear that he didn't want any more children. —His eyes were full of spite and resentment —Ah, I almost forgot, just when I was going to tell him what I really wanted with him, I find out that I was used to teach your ex a lesson. So, I made a decision for us, being out of our lives was the best thing for all of us, especially for them, I don't want them to get hurt like their mother.—I would never hurt my children.—That's what you said about me and look at me, I hate you more than ever.—We are a different thing.I didn't realize what I was saying and when I realized my words I regretted saying them.—Ah!... of course... you're right. We were different because you never loved me, you never cared about me.—I didn't... I didn't mean that...Someone interrupts us, a doctor, seeing o

I was about to make a mistake if it wasn't because Adriel left his room, right now I wouldn't stop thinking that I was his again "thank heaven it didn't happen" but I feel overwhelmed, too overwhelmed, exaggerated and I don't know how to get out of my head the stupidity I proposed to Victor, he didn't stop calling me until I answered him by a message and he told me that he would do anything to make me trust him againIt was a tempting offer that he left still in disbelief, I thought he would say no because he is too selfish with sharing what he thinks belongs to him so I wildly told him that if he really "loved" me as he said he would accept my terms for me to trust him and the first thing that came to my mind was to tell him... "a threesome" "God... even my face burns remembering I told him that".Yes, I told him that and I was hoping he wouldn't accept because I know him too well and he is very selfish and territorial, but when he sent me a yes answer, I was so taken aback that I di