Lahat ng Kabanata ng Never Again: Kabanata 31 - Kabanata 40

Gracelyn's POv"Grace, you need to eat. Please don't toture yourself".I didn't answer. Izzy keep on knocking butI didn't move an inch from where I am."Gracelyn. Open this door. Talk to us. We will sort this out together".It's Shirly. I hugged my knees and close my eyes. I just want to be in a deep slumber. I am already tired of dealing with this kind of bullsh*t.I didn't know that I fall asleep hugging my knees. I looked at the window. It is already dark. The moon's brightness shines on my room. I stand up and walk to my bed. I was about to lie down when I felt something moved. My chest is pounding loudly. I went to switched on the lights and was surprised to see Izzy and Shirly sleeping on my bed.What are these two doing here ? I locked my room , how did they enter?"Turn off the light it is so bright".Izzy complained while blinking her eyes.Shirly moved but snored again."What are you guys doing here?" I said. My arms are crossed over my chest."We came to comfort you but the

Gracelyn's POVAfter seeing Shirly bursting out like that I feel like something inside me woke up. Like I have been sleeping for a long time and I have just woken up.I called out to her and follow her. I couldn't bare to see them cry because of me. They have always been my confidante. I noticed that Izzy is following me so I just continued walking towards Shirly but something caught my eyes or rather someone. My dad is on the beach sitting and holding another woman's hand. He should only be holding my mom's hand. How dare him! and how dare that woman !.I wiped my tears and run away from them. I am afraid that if I stay longer than ine minute. I couldn't stop myself and charge towards them. I don't want to make a scene here. I want to go miles away from them but this is as far as I can go. I am sitting inside a nipa hut. It is small and deteriorating but it can still give shade against the sun.I sit and hug my knees."There you are ."I look around and saw Izzy and Shirly catchin

Gracelyn's POVJunie, our youth leader texted me that we will have a newcomer today. Unfortunately, he can't come because he needed to attend the church convention to other church district. He entrusted this newbie to me. To entertain him and make him feel welcome.I wear a semi-formal attire to make me look presentable and decent. I don't want that new comer to say something bad about us not wearing presentable and decent clothes in church. Well , not all new comers are like that but some. Especially, rich and brat teenagers they always has a comment on something that is why I always asked a long patience before going to church." Wow ! You look fabulous" Izzy whistled. I don't know why she isn't in the hospital. It is not even her day off." I always look fabulous whatever I wear".I said and dashed out of the door before she could say something."The new comer is so handsome". Whispered by the young usher at the door. The other teenage girl agreed and they both giggled." Hi sister

Izzy's PovGracelyn looked at me like she wants to asked something but she retreated . I know I didn't tell her some things. Well , I was going to but then I decided that it is not too important to tell."Roger became a pastor and Kevin and Fin are now househusband " I smiled at her. Greg and.I shared a look."Whoa ! So I am the only one who is at a lost here ? You knew and you never told me ? Good thing I met Greg." I feel that she is sulking."I'm sorry. I just thought that those aren't worth talking about? I thought you wouldn't mind not knowing? " I bit my lower lip."Of course I would mind. They became my friends also and a part of my life. How would I not Care?"."I already said sorry. Can you just forgive me now? I am already feeling guilty here"."Well you should be." She glared at me and Greg laughed."Chill guys !"."Don't chill chill me. You lose so you should go get us dinner." She redirect her anger to Greg. I was about to burst out laughing but then I don't want her glar

Gracelyn's POVThree months has already gone by in just a blink of an eye. I am now just waiting for the result of my exam. I feel nervous and anxious so this is what it feels like. After taking the exam, waiting for the result are the most tormenting days of my life. "So ,what do you feel? Can you pass the exam?""I don't know Izzy. I am so nervous. What if I forgot to shade one number and the correctiong machine will stop or what if .. geez! There are so many things in my mind right now" I said."Relax. You're a genius ! There's nothing to worry about".Roger chimed in. We are in our apartment. We just had our meal. Roger here came to visit us - or rather Izzy. This b*tch didn't even inform me that Roger is her suitor for two years now. Roger sure is persistent and patient. I don't know why Izzy didn't give him answer yet but I can feel that she too has a feeling for Roger but maybe she is still contemplating about it. Well, it is so scary to easily give your heart to someone. You