Six months later"That will be all for today Mr. Angelis. You are really making progress and I am proud of that" Dr.Clark says closing his notebook after writing somethings in it.I smile at him but it didn't reach my eyes as usual.Dr. Clark,my therapist, says I am making progress but I don't see it. I don't think I ever will unless she is here with me.I missed her so much that it hurts but I can do nothing about it because it is all my fault.I pushed her away because I was afraid and now I want her back,she is gone. She left without looking back,and I respect that. She had to go for her own sanity,she had to heal from the pain I caused her.She was right,we were toxic for each other. We needed time to be on our own and better ourselves.My daughter has been my source of joy,my rebound since she left.She stays with me during the weeks days and sometimes during the weekend. She takes away my worry for a while but immediately she leaves I fall back in the pity hole."Thank you D

A month laterLife has been good this past few months. I have everything and I can't ask for more.Dante has shown me what love feels like and in return I have shown him what a happy family feels like.We bought a new house more closer to the city and sold the other one.It was more closer to family and friends,so Ireal can grow up with people her age.She has begun schooling again,in a private institution owned by one of Dante's associates.My baby is getting bigger each passing day.Speaking of babies,the one inside me is trying to be stubborn because I am long overdue but still no labor.I have tried everything possible thing to induce labor but to no avail.Dante and I have been on it like rabbits but still no avail.Now I am tired and afraid,I want a natural birth not a C-section.Dante hasn't left my side since I entered my ninth month. He works from now,he said he doesn't want me in labor when he isn't around.But is Saturday and we are doing our annual Angelis family screen ti