Second Fated Mate のすべてのチャプター: チャプター 11 - チャプター 20

Esmeralda's POVI couldn't feel anything other than the void of sadness and the heart shredding feeling after what Killian had said to me. He had treated me like a pile of trash, throwing me out of his room like I was worthless. I cried so hard I could hardly breathe, my senses were failing me and I felt a frailty in my bones and body.I was too weak. He made me weak. He made me too weak with his words. It was the same with Mikel. He had rejected me and I am left all alone. Even the woman I grew to love as a mother treated me like a monster and she sent me away from her life like the years I had spent with he as her daughter didn't mean a thing, like she never truly cared for me.Maybe she never really did and I was just something she used to gain merits in life. Bringing in an orphan and showing her care and love, pretending to love me so she would look good in the eyes of the public. Everything had been fake, the love I received from her was fake, the life I had been living was fake

Esmeralda's POV: I was shocked when Killian had told everyone present that I was his mate and fated lover. I froze for a minute and my heartbeat quickened, I looked up to him whilst feeling his strong hand on my shoulder. His eyes met mine and I could not breath. However, I knew he was lying. Him and I were not fated lovers, my mate was Mikel and he har rejected me. A part of me knew Killian was just trying to appear nice and saintly to people around and he didn't mean what he had said, that he didn't mean to treat me like trash the other day. Still, I could not stop my eyes from weeping bitterly the minute I locked the door to my room. I was devastated and i cried heavily as I felt my heart breaking. There was a lot going on at the moment and I still found it hard to believe that the woman that i loved as a woman could call me a monster in front of everybody. That she didn't want to raise a monster along with her family. It was crazy. I was crazy. Everything was my fault, if I

Killian's POV: A gentle caress of a hand I knew was not mine jolted me up from the nap I was having. Without checking to see who it was, my thoughts went to the possibility of the person being Esmeralda but I knew too well that she was too shy to be able to make such a bold move to come to my room and even caress me at that. It was also impossible that if it was her my wolf would not feel it. He would have ran made from feeling Esmeralda's hand on my body. So I quickly turned over to where the person laid. It was Paula. She had a small sultry smile on her lips. I felt my wolf groan from disappointment but I said nothing. We both had our preferences, it wanted Esmeralda but I preferred Paula. Still, it didn't mean she could just barge in and I would fall at her feet in submission "what are you doing here?" I asked her, allowing my voice to carry the shock I felt on seeing her. She didn't say anything and her silence was substituted by a movement of her hand. Her hand trailed up my

Esmy's Pov With the paper in hand I waited for the ride I had booked, I could understand that the delay was because Killian's house was a little far from the public so with no other choice I stood there and waited. There was the choice of going back and waiting in the living room but that could mean I would probably stumble across insufferable Paula or Killian who had no freaking clue about anything. About what? I wondered too. About how he was making me feel anytime he came home with Paula or about how demeaning he makes me feel. Well, it was better if he knew nothing about that. He shouldn't know how many times I sulk because of him or how his mood swings affect me. No matter how much I wished he knew so maybe he would desist from doing it or even tuning it down a little, I could never look him in the eye if he found out things I can't explain to him. The way I feel for example. The ride was taking forever and my patience was running out. The lazy part of me was already yellin

Killian's POV. I was beyond stupefied to find Esmeralda standing by the doorway to my bathroom. I was so shocked that I unintentionally screamed out, my body had jolted and my towel which had been loosely tied around my waist fell to the ground. I could see how she tried so hard to not look below my waist. However, I found it hard to believe that my towel had fallen from my waist, my eyes trailed from my waist before meeting her eyes. She was still staring at me. She had probably thought it would be best for her to leave, so she turned to leave. However, I was just too messy in the bathroom, there were drops of water everywhere and so she slipped on one. I immediately tried to catch her but my legs had been mispositioned, she grabbed me and we both fell to the ground. With me on top of her, naked. I had no idea how to react to this position we had found ourselves. I felt my wolf groan so loud and his voice in my head rang. "Just take her here, mark her as yours" However I didn't