The Alpha's Caregiver のすべてのチャプター: チャプター 1 - チャプター 10

EUDORA “Mate!” No. I never thought I would hear that word. Not now. Not ever. Hearing it made the world around me spin and I swear I was dizzy for a second. So dizzy that I could slump to the floor right that moment and it would not be a pretty sight for someone like me to fall like that. It’d be like an elephant crashing to the floor and causing the birds on nearby trees to fly off because of the huge thud that rocked the forest. Now I was thinking about Elephants? I must be totally messed up.I was thinking too much. My thoughts were going haywire and my mind was a mess because this was one part of my life that I never prepared or rehearsed for. Maybe it would have been better if i didn’t know who just said that word to me. Maybe I could have handled it better than freezing on a spot, fish-eyed and jaw slacked. I hadn’t seen him in years and him showing up out of nowhere just to call me his mate had to be the craziest thing I have experienced. It was insane. Almost impossibl

EUDORA. Please…please don’t say it. “I Conan Crawford, reject you Eudora as my mate.” Pain. The kind of one that makes me clutch my chest. It gnaws at my heart and eats deep into the depths I never even knew my heart possessed. This. This must be what it feels like to be rejected. This was the pain books I read on lycanthropy in the library out of curiosity went on and on about and took half of the pages of each book to describe. Different books gave it different meaning and I suspected that the writers of each book had either gone through it and relayed each of their experiences differently or they had a really wild imagination. If i was to write about mine, I'd write in vivid detail how I stopped breathing momentarily. How it felt like there was an imaginary hand gripping at my throat and forcing the air out of my lungs. I’d describe how my heart stopped pumping blood and the result of it was the stiffness of my body. How my thoughts froze and how I cried out when the pain

EUDORA It’s only been a few hours since I clocked eighteen and things have already spiralled out of control even before dawn. I have come to realise that clocking eighteen was only a ceremonial welcome to the hell that is my life from now on. No wonder I dreaded this part of my life so much. I was expecting every single thing–rejection, a near future as either a breeder for an Alpha or his toy and a life of torment. What I did not expect is those things, coming from the person I trusted the most. I never imagined what I would do in a situation like this because Adolf was never my case study. It was meant to be a random boy I'd probably meet at prom and get humiliated by him in front of the whole school. For some reason, I felt like I could have handled that one better just as I handled all of the bullying and assault all through middle school to high school. I could have made it through and I didnt think I would ever say this but I would have preferred to be tossed off to another

EUDORA“Tell me, Alpha Oslo…what do I need to do to win this prize?” The words still hung in the air. I waited with bated breath for Alpha Olslo’s response and also for the moment when the hands of Alpha Tauren that was inching, crawling and teasing the flesh of the back of my thighs would finally reach the part of me that was yet to be defiled. If things went the way the grizzly Alpha wanted, it wouldn’t be that way anymore. I’d have my innocence torn to shreds that I would never be able to piece together anymore. I didn’t know how long I would take the touch of his wrinkled fingers before I caved in. He was intentional with the teases. His fingers would inch up, tease their way close to my insides and make me react by clenching my thighs and my eyes hard while my breath hitches only for him to stop just as he’s about to force his way with his fingers. He repeated the sequence more than a few times. I was only a few seconds from being driven insane by the torture of not knowing the

EUDORA.Alpha Tauren was a shaky and naked mess on the floor of his own room. It was a scene that would have pleased me in every way if I didn't feel the urge to run and save myself too. How fearsome could an Alpha be, enough for another to be unashamedly sprawled naked on the floor with eyes twice the size of saucers and chest heaving wildly? What sort of Alpha could barge into the private room of another like he owned it? In reality, it felt like he did. The strange Alpha took control of the air in the room. His scent. The strongest I have ever come in contact with even when he was still a good distance away from the bed I still laid on that all I could see was his frame shrouded in the darkness of the passageway that fully led into the room. I could smell him like he was right by me. The scent caressed my nostrils like he was the only air I needed to breathe in. I failed to attribute the strong scent to anything. Incomparable like it was something of his own creation. And he was