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I couldn't believe what had happened? I had bared myself to Dane. I didn't even try to resist him for a second. Why would I do that? But I knew the answer. I missed him and I was willing to risk it all just to catch a glimpse of interest in him. I had seen it in fact much more. I saw the desire blazing in those blue eyes like an ocean battling a storm. I laid on the bed and wondering what was Dane doing? Could he be pleasuring himself. I considered doing it too. But realising that it will give me seldom satisfaction especially when I know the face and arms I want to lose myself. I want Dane's fingers on me intimately touching and pleasuring me. Anything else will only be a process which I'm not interested.I didn't try to video call him again. I know it was too much for both of us. I wanted to get over this week so we can finally be with each other with out any pressures from outside.I'm waiting for the next week like an impatient school girl for her vacation. I was singing and gett

I felt his smooth lips caressing my inner thighs. I saw him. Kneeling between my legs. I don't think I have ever seen something as beautiful as this. I'm not wearing any pants just the purple underwear that he let me wear. My legs were shaved and I had a good sense to do it before he caught me half naked. His thumb was caressing the panty line. Drawing circles in my panty covered pussy. I moaned when he found the spot. I want him to take it off and ride me."Please", I begged him.I opened my eyes when he didn't respond. But I couldn't find him anymore. My eyes half closed shot up on. It is not fair of him to leave me like this. He is not here. I was all alone panting like a drowning woman. A wave of disappointment ran over me. It was a dream. For heaven's sake show me some pity. I can't survive without having him. I'm worse than a dog in heat. This is the first time I'm being like this. My heart was beating so hard and fast as though it is begging for pleasure. I sighed and left the b

I feel so low now. I don't know how I could ever function without Charlie? I know this marriage is going to cost me a lot and it had proven right in that aspect. I wanted to see my father. I need his support. I had done this marriage for him mostly. So that he can come back to life. I wanted to make him happy like Heidi used to do. I don't know when is Heidi coming back? Why had she left us? Did she hate me for marrying Dane? I never dreamt of taking her place in life. That is why I left the company because I didn't want my father to choose. Though Charlie said he will choose my sister. But I didn't believe so. Who can choose between their daughters?When I rang the bell my father opened the door. I was surprised to see him up and walking. I could see Ella no where. She had gone back to her partying ways.He looked at me worriedly. I know he is afraid that I had come home unannounced abruptly without Dane could mean one thing and that is trouble. "What are you doing here? Where is

I'm incredibly happy that my presentation went well and it was approved by the committee. I know I had treated Hana pretty bad. I wasn't as good as I claim to be. But I had to choose between being a good person and doing the right thing so I chose the latter. Maybe my hard hearted billionaire husband is rubbing off me. Who knows? Maybe I like being this wicked person. I don't mind it if I have to be wicked so that I can do good deeds. I said goodbye to my friends. But Charlie's words were ringing in my ears. She said I had changed. Is this an indication I have indeed changed? Was I becoming more ruthless than my husband? I have no answers only a dozen queries.I went straight to home. My friends asked me to go with them to a party somewhere. But I knew Fathima wouldn't approve. It is not just that I wouldn't go to a party even if I'm caught dead. The only person who had successfully dragged me to a party was Charlie. I do miss her especially now. I may have success but no one to celeb

I have fallen from highest of the high to the lowest of the low. I didn't want to go to his home. I was replaying the video I saw earlier on my mind. I was so exhausted. It looked as though he was so comfortable with her. The way he caught her was repulsing me. It was like I'm being thrown to an ice cold water to wake up from deep sleep. I was dreaming with my eyes open there is no way else I believed a man used to be with Heidi would want me. She was beautiful rightfully curvy unlike me. I was no Zendaya just a mixed race girl. I would never be Hollywood attractive like my sister.Janine saw me and could sense something was wrong but she didn't say anything. My heart was shattering into a million pieces I could hear the sound. When I reached home I refused coffee from Fathima. She frowned and lamented at my lack of care on appetite. I didn't reply I left her talking to herself. I just can't do this right now. I'm so fucked up. Being betrayed my husband and more importantly my siste