My Mate.....The Nerd のすべてのチャプター: チャプター 31 - チャプター 40

"Do you know why Caleb and his friends hate me so much?" I asked Adam and he gave me a confused look"What do you mean?" He asked and I sighed "You know exactly what I mean. Ever since I joined the pack they've been harassing me" I said and he sighed running his fingers through his hair "You want to know why we hate, no, despise you so much? Then I'll tell you" we looked over at the sound of Caleb's voice and saw him standing on the threshold to the living room with his arms crossed over his chest "Yes, I've never done anything to you for you to hate me so fucking much" I exclaimed in exasperation"Because you're one of them" he snarled making me furrow my brows in confusion "you're one the red eyes" "I'm not like them" I said and he scoffed "You nearly killed Alpha Bennett when you first showed up here" he retorted and I looked away. No need for him to remind me that I almost killed my adopted Dad. "Don't think that I don't beat myself up every day because of it? Have you ever

Everything around me was black. I could hear loud voices yelling my name but every time I get closer, the voices become more distant and they slowly become faint. No matter how much I try to get out of this, it pulls me back. I don't want to be here. I want to be home. I want to be with my parents and my kids. Please just let me go. I looked up when suddenly a white light illuminated me making me shield my eyes from its brightness.The voices for closer and louder as I walked down the lit hall."Pleas don't take him from me" a familiar yet unfamiliar voice cried as a baby's wails could be heard and I furrow my brows as I was I suddenly standing in a room filled with unfamiliar people.On the bed in the dar was a woman sobbing as a man held a new born baby in his arms, an glare on his face "This is your punishment for sleeping with another man" the man hissed at the wailing woman and I furrowed my brows walking closer before my eyes widen when I saw who the couple were and who the ba

As the days, weeks, months and years passed by, the pain of rejection was still ever so present. It's been exactly 15 years to the date since Caleb broke my heart and I've been miserable. Every day is hard to pretend that everything is okay. I didn't want to worry my parents or the pack with my problems. I'm so stupid to continue to hope that he will regret his decision and come back and beg me to forgive him and I know that part of me, the stupid part of me, will forgive him the second he opens his mouth but there's also the rational part of me that will not give in. That, like my Dad, make him work for my forgiveness and maybe on day I'll forgive him. Princeton is turning 19 in three months and it's crazy to think that he's also graduating high school. My little boy was no longer little, he was his own person, with dreams, hopes and desires."You're thinking to much again mama" A voice scolded and I chuckled looking over my shoulder to see Princeton with his arms crossed over his ch

The sound of beeping woke me from my sleep and I slowly opened my eyes only to be greeted by bright lights. I felt a weight on hand and looked down to see a man sleeping his face facing the other way so I didn't know who it was which had me panicking. The loud beeping beside my head picked up and that woke the stranger up. He jumped his feet and looked down at me with wide eyes. "Lucas" he murmured, tears gathering in his eyes and I felt my breath hitch as realization hit. Caleb.The door to my room busted open and in rushed Dr Mel with a nurse trailing behind her "You're awake" she said with a smile and I nodded not taking my eyes off of Caleb who stood back and watched "How you feeling?" She questioned and I swallowed the lump in my throats before answering"Good" she nodded and asked other questions before leaving the room "Hey" Caleb murmured as he walked over to sit back on the chair and I just stared at him. He's changed so much in the past 17 years. His eyes were dull, his

To say I was nervous about going on this date with Caleb would be an understatement. I didn't know what to wear or what to even say during dinner. This was the most nerve wracking thing I've ever done in my life. Goddess I sound like a teenager girl going on her first date. In my case it would be my first date I haven't dated ever. But damnit I wasn't a teenage girl I was freaking 30 years old. "You do know that you have a good thirty minutes to finish getting ready before he comes and gets you right?" A voice said making me turn around and come face to face with Papa and I sighed "I know. I don't even know what to wear" I huffed making him chuckle before walking into my room"Did he tell you where he was taking you? Or how to dress at least?" He questioned and I nodded "He didn't really say where he was taking me al he aka sea to dress formally yet casual" I answered and he hummed. He went through my clothes before grabbing a pair of black dress pants and a white button up shirt"