Sometimes the things you hate the most can turn into something you love the most.Things seem like they might never work out.Everything seems to be taking a turn for the worstButWhen nothing is going your way, you have to find a way to turn things around.To struggle for the things you want.For the things, that really matter.***>>MayaI stood outside the university gate staring at the building in disbelief. I still don’t know how I got in. I mean I’ve been here for a year now and it might be weird that I still think about it but in my life rarely anything has gone my way.Taking a deep breath I walk in. My pace slows down as I begin to look around in search of a certain person.My eyes darted everywhere but I couldn’t spot him. Strange, he’s always here waiting around the benches.I stop so that I could get a better view but exactly at that second someone wraps his arms around me from the back and twirls me around.After getting me a single but powerful spin the person put me d

>> MayaI reached my dorm and shut the door behind me while panting like a dog.Slowly I slipped down against the door, my heart pounding in my chest. I gulped down my own saliva in an attempt to calm my dry throat.Obviously, at this point in the night, I was not going to find any bus and I had no money to spare for a taxi or uber so I ran all the way back.I’m out of breath and out of strength but! I touched my lips with trembling hands.The feeling was still there.That sense of desire.Those lips against mine. The feeling of wanting more.That feeling of bliss and attraction.It drew me in so much that I would have gone further.I shuddered and shook my head.I can’t!No!Not me.The image of that beautiful man flashed before my eyes again.How can someone be so beautiful?He had white hair but it looked so natural on him like that’s how he was born. His eyes felt so sharp but when he looked at me it was as if they were the kindest ones.I shook my head again and looked at my righ

>>Maya“Order whatever you want,” Yohan said while he sat across from me on the chair.After hearing my obnoxiously loud growling he held my hand and brought me here, to a nearby restaurant. He must have felt a great deal of sympathy for me. I mean he caught me stealing and even found out how hungry I was. Why else would he bring me here? I know I last ate yesterday morning but this stupid stomach of mine! It could have waited a few more seconds until he was gone to honk like a warship.I looked at him while he was looking at the menu placed on the table, unamused. His cheek was resting in the palm of his hand while his elbow was right next to the menu on the table surface. With his other hand he flipped through the pages.I noticed he was wearing an earring on his right earlobe. It was a crescent moon shaped earring in black color. It especially suited him since all of his features were rather pale, from his hair to his skin.I think he noticed me staring because he looked up from

>> MayaI stood in the living room of his house confused as hell.How did he find me? I made sure to go back late so no one would ever notice.I glanced at him. He was carrying my stuff inside. All my stuff from the tent.I don’t know why but he was angry when he saw me there in the tent and he still seemed mad.I had no idea what to do while I stood there fiddling with my clothes as he brought my things in trips from the car. I didn’t have much anyway so it was actually no trouble loading everything in the car.I mean, think about it. What can I keep in a tent?A few clothes, some books.That’s all.After he was done bringing in the things he walked into the living room and stopped about a meter right in front of me while I looked at the ground.“So.” He started, “How much did you lie about today?”“I-” I sort of knew there was going to be no escape but I still wanted to try, “I didn’t exactly lie…”He folded his arms, “Mmmhmm.” His tone was unamused. It was as if he knew that I was

>>MayaMy meeting with Quincy and Nena was short because Quincy isn’t a fan of staying in public places for long. I wonder why he even decided to bring Nena to me?He isn’t the type to listen to anyone. Moreover I don’t understand why Nena is attached to him while I’m not? It’s a really strange relationship but I guess Nena is the one keeping us together.“We’re leaving.” Quincy turned to leave when I stopped him.“Drop Nena here. I’ll bring her back at night.” He turned his head and looked at me, then quietly looked at Nena. Like usual I couldn’t read his expressions. His eyes didn’t show much emotion nor did his face but I really missed Nena.I’ve been so busy with university and my studies I rarely see her.“Nena.” He looked at my little world, “Do you want to stay with her?” Nena didn’t answer. She looked between me and Quincy while she searched for her answer.Sometimes I feel like Nena is small for her age. She should be taller and more outgoing but I don’t see that in her. Mayb