บททั้งหมดของ SURRENDER TO YOUR HIDDEN DESIRES.: บทที่ 31 - บทที่ 40

When she woke up the next morning the sun was already warming the surface of the river. A cool breeze settled, blowing through the partially open windows. Rachel lay on the bed feeling at peace. The countryside was tranquil and relaxing. The air was clean. It was still as busy as main Gem Hills but far quieter and she found herself thinking about tomorrow and days after tomorrow when suddenly she caught herself. Shit, what am I thinking? she thought. As soon as this charade was over she would be out of his life and back into her busy life. That’s how it’s supposed to be! There was no tomorrow for her! At least not one with Nate involved.Maybe by then, she would have the divorce Jacob was still stalling to think about.With that thought in mind, she climbed out of the comfortable bed and went into the bathroom where she stood for almost an hour under the cold shower. It wasn’t a cold day still she needed the shock factor of the cold water to wake her up from her stupid reverie. When s

She was still shaking from the intensity, her moans were almost whimpers of mercy, when she felt the soft towel drying her up. Her inner walls spasmed a little less intensely now. She felt sensitive and raw. Tears leaked from the corners of her eyes. When she finally managed to open them Nate had finished cleaning himself and her and was returning to the bed with the wet towel firmly clutched in his hand.“I’m sorry,” she whimpered softly.He came to sit beside her. With his free hand, he moved wet strands of her hair aside, a small smile on his face as he did so.“You shouldn’t be sorry for what your body can do.” His fingers traced the line of her hair down to her chin. “Did you like it?”Rachel watched his face, the solid beautiful lines of his face. He knew she enjoyed it yet he wanted to hear it from her. The warmth in his voice compelled her to answer. She nodded.“Answer me when I talk to you, Rachel.”“Yes sir.”He traced the line of her mouth, his eyes settling on her lips. “

“You didn’t state here how long you’ll be gone.”“Francis isn’t sure either, sir,” Rachel responded. It was a whole new chapter in a world she wasn’t used to. She had stood in front of the mirror as she dressed up for her meeting with Francis that morning and practiced the words, sir, mister, and master trying to get familiar with them. The last time she had ever had the compulsion to refer to anyone as such had been in elementary school. She felt like a schoolgirl. She realized as the words began to flow easily out of her mouth that she liked feeling like a schoolgirl.They were seated in his car. Tom was driving them to the temporary office Francis had set up. She was excited about the prospects his offer provided because Francis had caught a lot of media attention as one of the prominent designers thanks to his bold and dynamic designs during the fashion week and she was ready to take advantage of that.Surely, he would send the pictures of her to major magazines and that would giv

“What does it say?”Downcast Rachel passed the folder to Larry who opened it, peered at it, and drew in a breath, releasing it with a silent ‘fuck’.She had stared at the papers after Jacob’s less-than-polite lawyer had left her gaping at the absurd contract. What’s with me and contracts now anyway? She thought to herself, next I’ll be signing a contract to fucking breathe!Larry had come up to her to tell her that Francis was done checking out the pictures and he thought they were all good when he paused at the fiery teary look in her eyes. Without a word to Larry, she went to Francis who watched her approach with a smile.“I think you should switch careers, Miss Rivers, modeling will definitely put you up there among the number ones.”She wished she could share his enthusiasm but right now she felt like a piece of meat men bargained over with a contract. Okay with Nate he had dangled an offer in front of her and her treacherous body had made her say yes but the offer Jacob was offer

“Do I have a chance to redeem myself?”Nate stared into her eyes. “No. I choose the punishment and I decided that this is the only way to redeem yourself.”"Nate, please...""Section 1 Code of Conduct, Attitude and Behavior in Private?"She sniffed. "I know what it says, sir. I will refer to my master as sir. I will act in obedience and wholehearted honesty.""You are a smart girl, kitten but you are a bad smart girl." He nuzzled her cheek, chills rose on her skin. "Section 1, Punishment."His voice was deep in her ear. "Rudeness, Disobedience, Incorrectly addressing my Dominant.""You know the rules. You don't obey them. That's not fair, is it?" He didn't let her answer.Releasing her he led her to stand in front of the bar. “You look really sexy in that outfit,” he commented. "That's too bad."Taking her right hand he raised it to the right corner of the bar and holding her brown-eyed gaze he strapped her hand into the Velcro hold. It was tight, so tight that her skin wrinkled at th