Semua Bab Bound By A Contract : Bab 71 - Bab 80

ElizabethThe mornings got worse. Everytime I woke up and didn't see Cole next to me and knowing why he wasn't, it was starting to take a huge toll on my mental health. I rubbed my face, releasing my breath through as a hiss through my teeth.I picked up my phone from the bedside cabinet. I didn't even know who I was going to call. Crystal and Karry were back in Hawaii, and I wasn't about to ask them to come over for me.I could get through this on my own. I just had to keep my head clear and keep running through those practice breathing techniques.I had deleted any form of social media whatsoever, in order to keep myself from going online and seeing the nasty things people were speculating about me.I turned off my phone, throwing off my covers with my empty hand. I slipped my feet into the slippers by the bed, moving towards the kitchen. The pantry was still full, so I decided to treat myself to a lavish breakfast.I wasn't sure I would finish it, but it would lift my spirits. drop

We didn't fly together, I took the private jet and he flew back using business class in a commercial plane, ever since I had known Cole, he had never flown in a commercial plane, I thought about the countless hours of trips we had have in this private jet while I was still working as his secretary, how many girls I have seen ride with him, how he would flirt with them and how they would think that he was in love with them just to have on the next trip him bringing back another girl. It was a habit for him. I had never seen one girl twice on this train. Most of them flew with us during the trip and he would dismiss them before the trip was over—tops, two days. I sometimes wonder what those girls felt but sometimes I conclude they knew what they were getting into and the truth was that most of them just wanted a taste of his money and glamorous lifestyle. They don't care if this were to be a passing fling, a one-night stand, all they wanted was his money and the prestige that came with

— beth—"How did this happen? What the fuck happened! How? What?" That's all I could remember after seeing my naked body on the internet. I remember the disgust that wrapped Cole's face and made him become like a stranger to me. He didn't see the need to want to speak to me or to even let me handle work and who could blame him? He fired me from my job, terminated the contract and still rented a place farway from the city to keep me from all the socials that may have broken into my home if I still lived there. I could imagine all the glass breaking from the windows and how each man climed in and tried to have their way with her.Which got her even more upset, she was a victim and not the oppressor. She was the oppressed. She had nothing to do with it, she didn't know what she was doing,she was intoxicated and didn't know that it wasn't cole, it was Nate. She didn't get the chance to even explain herself as shades from different angles were thrown at her for showing and proudly showcasi

Eight Am got me cleaning the house and arranging everything that needed arrangement. Eight Am saw me having my bath in days and brushing my hair out. Eight Am had me arranging my fridge and burning my nose wipes in an ash tray. I didn't even smoke but I had one. I smiled at myself. Crystal was coming over today and I didn't want to give her the expression that I was unhappy and depressed and beyond tired of everything at this point. I didn't want her to pity me in the tiniest bit or fashion and then try to help me heal just because she pitied me. It would break my heart and my remaining pride if I still had some left. I washed some apples that I was sure she would eat because although I tried to conceal the real situation of things, I couldn't conceal the lack of energy and strength and power to cook or to properly clean my house. It wasn't as if I was supposed to have visitors, I was in timeout and I had every right to make my timeout house anything I wished, it so happened that I wa

" I know I said we need to do something but how about, you let me reflect on this till tomorrow and I come back tomorrow to tell you what I've thought about? I need to go home soon, it's getting late" I looked at my wall clock and exclaimed 'shit!' how fast had the time travelled. K was glad though that I told my story and somebody believed me for every words I had said, she was a good friend and k would never forget her.I saw her out, she took her trolley, promising to being back more snacks on the trolly tomorrow, that made me smile so much, my face nearly froze with excitement.For the first time in weeks in New York City, I could sleep with one eye closed...As promised by eight Am, crystal was at my door, knocking. I walked towards the doors and as I did yesterday, didn't check first for who it was. I was thrown into surprise when I saw not just crystal but the full squad at my door with tiny hamphers of goodies and tinier cards all wrapped up in transperant foil paper."Surpris