Semua Bab The Badboy's Heartbeat: Bab 71 - Bab 80
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70TH CHAPTER
JORDI ADKINS“WHAT THE... OH MY FUCKING GOD!!!” Her voice was piercing at first but then she seemed she went on an entire journey because her facial changed from being astonished to having her heart shattered and now she was just statue figure standing there like Medusa just petrified her.“Michiko!” I exclaimed jumping away from Xavier. I shakily made my way towards the shocked woman. “I-I... What are you doing here?” I inquired but she was just staring at me as if she had a stroke or something.There was a great moment of awkward silence and that kind of gave me a slight timeframe to think of something. However, my head just went blank just as Michiko was almost frozen solid. I don’t really know what to do and I’m shaking on the inside mostly because she’s currently the most popular girl in school. Not only that I wasn’t expecting this woman to show up at our house but she also witnessed me and Xavier making out.How in the fucking world did that happen?I inched closer towards her
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71ST HEARTBEAT
XAVIER ROCKWELLI don’t think I have ever witnessed a beautiful coming out story in my life until this very moment. Watching Jordi and his mom’s little interaction yesterday almost made me want to shed a tear. There’s a lot of beautiful words to describe how things went down. It was beautiful to witness how supportive and loving Mrs. Adkins was to her only son. I almost thought she’s going to rip him apart right after Michiko went on her very own mannerless rampage after catching us making out. What happened just proved that she’s the coolest mom and Jordi’s highly blessed to have a mother like her.Speaking of Michiko and her temper tantrum, as soon as I got home from spending the night at Jordi’s, I had to make the initiative to give her a call. I blocked her last time because she kept on calling me and now, I can’t believe I’m just about to unblock her for this. I just warned Jordi to stay away from Michiko because I know what she’s capable of. She might be sweet but she can be spi
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72ND HEARTBEAT
XAVIER ROCKWELLI would be lying if I’d say I’m not critically nervous about this upcoming thanksgiving dinner. Usually, thanksgiving dinner is a shitty dinner for me mostly because it’s just me, my mom and Hector. A dinner for three shouldn’t be that shitty but for the three of us, it was the shittiest that I have to suck up for years. We don’t have that much food served on the table mostly because they’ve spent their coins on coke and weeds and that’s okay, I don’t usually give a fuck about them pampering their vices. The only thing that makes the dinner unpleasant was Hector’s constant portrayal of his supposed alpha dominance and his unabashed display of being the so called man of the house. It was sucking all of the air in the room.Ever since my dad announced to me that I will be going to thanksgiving dinner with his family, I haven’t stopped thinking about what would happen. I had a lot of questions in mind and they’re all pretty much leaning towards negative. I can’t help but
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73RD CHAPTER
XAVIER ROCKWELLDad’s house looked visibly and aesthetically expensive on the outside. I’m sure he got the best architect in the industry just to build this breathtaking mansion. The house was made out of stones and glass and there’s even two pools and a Jacuzzi. They even got some tropical plants and I just don’t how to react. I could still remember the house that dad got for me and my mom, it was still a big house but it wasn’t as expensive as this. He really got his shot for his true family and just bought a bootleg version for his mistress and bastard.When we finally got inside the house I was even more stupefied to see that the inside was even more designed with expensive looking stuff made out of marbles and crystals and all of the shiny stuff. There are two side by side statues of cherubim welcoming us by the door. And as I stepped inside following my dad, I was quick to notice the floor was made out of good marbles and they were glistening. I was instantly ashamed to walk wit
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74TH HEARTBEAT
JORDI ADKINSThis year’s thanksgiving dinner with our family was promising to be nothing but a boring one most especially when I learned that Xavier had to attend his dad’s family dinner last minute. I was really hoping that he would be a great addition to the dining table and his presence would at least provide a timely and healthy conversation. My grandma’s no longer here with us and there’s without a doubt that me, my mom and my dad are all going to miss her riddled speeches and her five-minute monologues that kept the dinner alive. Those are special and it’s not because she’s always reading us to filth but she’s also expressing how she truly loved and cared for every single one of us and how we could become a better person and how she’s thankful for everything. My grandma was a very lovely human being and she had true depth in her. Surely, we all are going to miss that for the rest of our lives. Apart from that, my dad’s sister hasn’t reached out if she’s going to join us this yea
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75TH HEARTBEAT
JORDI ADKINSAs the holiday rolled to an end, I was already having a mild hangover for the event that had transpired during thanksgiving. I still couldn’t believe my parents were fine with me being gay and they were very much expressive about it. I think my fear and uncertainly stemmed from every horrible story that I’ve heard of from people like me. I know it’s hard being hidden in the closet and choosing to come out to your parents is an undeniably rough journey for most. The mundane world riddled with different beliefs carefully made everyone believe that the default gender is male and female. What if there’s a world where people don’t have to come out?I think I’m very much lucky to have a family that don’t give a single shit if I was gay or not, or if I were to wear a gown or a suit, or if I choose to gawk over at naked men rather than naked women. My grandmother started the ripple and I am unbelievably fortunate to have the parents that I have. I still can’t believe they knew wh
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76TH CHAPTER
JORDI ADKINSThroughout the entire half of the day, I have been riddled when so much anxiety that I just want things to freeze so I could give myself some time to think and breathe. Michiko got her dirt on me at such a pretty good timing and I eventually became a bona fide fool for actually falling right into her dangerous trap. To be fair, I don’t have any idea Michiko was such a bitch and so full of herself that she had to plant hidden cameras to gather some dirt on unsuspecting people. But Lala did warn me not to attend the party and I should’ve just blindly followed her. She never really did impart some very specific deets as to why.I couldn’t find Xavier anywhere and that alone was making me queasy and absolutely uncomfortable. There’s no denying the absolute fact that he saw the video of me making out with Zach. I’m just creating all of these thoughts inside my head but my gut was also feeling it. Michiko’s not a dumb bitch like every other girl, she’s actually smarter than mos
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77TH HEARTBEAT
XAVIER ROCKWELLNo one ever told me wanting that something could this be detrimental. Definitely, it was not easy to be in my current situation no matter how I try to look at the bright side. Even though I wasn’t fully ready to go with it, I truly wanted to get introduced to my dad’s family because I want to know who my half siblings are. However, I wasn’t given any sort of hints that my asshole of a dad would introduce me to an entire clan. I thought that’s the only thing that’s dreadful and appalling but it turned out it was just the tip of the iceberg.I’m not even going to deny my true feelings about it. That was the worst thanksgiving dinner that I had attended in my entire seventeen years of existence. It’s even far worse than having dinner with Hector and my mom.I thought I’m going to get something positive in this dinner but yeah, my dad wasn’t really thinking about me, my welfare and my feelings. Getting to know the members of his family was just an exhausting process. My da
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78TH HEARTBEAT
XAVIER ROCKWELLMy heartbeat was rising almost steadily as I keep on staring at the message. I could feel my heart going berserk on my chest and it’s not even on a positive note. I’ve been playing this video that was sent to me by an unknown person and I’m slowly getting convinced that the person I was watching was Jordi. He said he was in drag last time and I’m definitely seeing him under this wig and this gorgeous head-turning make up. He looked absolutely snatched and painted for the gods and instead of feeling rather excited to see him in this full on regalia, I was more than disappointed to watch what happened. What I was watching was truly world shattering, heartbreaking, tear jerking and many more.Jordi just kissed Zach Riley. If it was just a simple kiss I would’ve probably be fine with it since I know Zach’s the hottest guy that I know and also, Jordi’s probably had a cup of alcohol or two. But when I started to notice it wasn’t just a kiss, I felt hurt. Jordi kissed Zach so
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79TH HEARTBEAT
XAVIER ROCKWELLThe next morning was definitely the worst. Yes, I may have drowned all of the rotten thoughts and the anguishing emotions that I have been feeling last night on that unprecedented drinking spree. Yes, I may have forgotten about the predicament that my dad’s fucked up family announcement has given me. Yes, I may have drowned the agonizing feeling that I obtained from watching my boyfriend Jordi kiss another guy. But all of those are only just spent in a fleeting moment.I woke up on the doorway where I unconsciously fell asleep last night. I don’t know how the fuck did I not crawl my way towards the bed but I guess I may have cried myself to sleep. Just as expected, I have a banging hangover and I feel like I’ve been tortured by the FBI because my muscles felt sore. As soon as I opened my eyes, the brightness coming from the sun rising towards the horizon just slit through my eyes adding such intensity to my already existing headache. Whoever designed this condominium,
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