77TH HEARTBEAT

XAVIER ROCKWELL

No one ever told me wanting that something could this be detrimental. Definitely, it was not easy to be in my current situation no matter how I try to look at the bright side. Even though I wasn’t fully ready to go with it, I truly wanted to get introduced to my dad’s family because I want to know who my half siblings are. However, I wasn’t given any sort of hints that my asshole of a dad would introduce me to an entire clan. I thought that’s the only thing that’s dreadful and appalling but it turned out it was just the tip of the iceberg.

I’m not even going to deny my true feelings about it. That was the worst thanksgiving dinner that I had attended in my entire seventeen years of existence. It’s even far worse than having dinner with Hector and my mom.

I thought I’m going to get something positive in this dinner but yeah, my dad wasn’t really thinking about me, my welfare and my feelings. Getting to know the members of his family was just an exhausting process. My da