Lahat ng Kabanata ng A Night With The Porn Star: Kabanata 61 - Kabanata 70

"i can see that Lynn truly loves you. The amount of hurt and uneasiness on her face when she asked about you was evident. And dont even get me started on the way she was looking at you over dinner last night. The girl has it bad for you","Is that why she was leaving so early in the morning?, Was she going to stay with Luis?", She shrugged but then she shook her head. "No, she said they were going to London for a few days for work. She isn't running from you D. I had said something along the lines of when she gets home, I think she should talk to you. She didn't hate the idea. Maybe she just needs a few days to get her head straight. Your career is a lot to take in for someone like Lynn",I rubbed the back of my head then stood up, tearing my hands away from Dakota's. I began to pace around as thoughts raced through my mind.~ What if she doesn't come back?! Obviously she will but what if she never speaks again to me?! I haven't even gotten a chance to explain myself anything to her

"How do I know that I can trust you?", I asked, needing to know."Have I ever screwed you over, do you remember when that crazy red head from a few years back tried to pin her pregnancy on you?",I felt my jaw tighten as I nodded my head. That woman almost destroyed me but it somehow disappeared."Who do you think took care of that?", He took care of himself. "And when Jimmy wanted bring you down before you could even get behind the camera, who do you think stopped him?", Again he pointed at himself."I see something special in you Drake, I always have",I thought about his words for a long moment, believing everything he just said."Fine you have got a deal", I stuck my hand out to seal the deal."We will talk soon", He whispered when Jimmy and the other guy came walking out of the conference room. Then he winked at me and added in a louder voice."I think you making a huge mistake, Drake",Fighting the urge, I shook my head and stepped into the elevator, turning to find Mike staring

There matching eyes made me wonder if they were related but that wasn't important right now. What was important was the fact that I was about to pass the hell out. This was the last thing that I expected to see when I knocked on Drake's door and it only reminded me of what the truth was. Drake was a porn star and I wasn't enough for him. I will never measure up to women like this. They were all absolutely stunning and I was mediocre, at best.I didn't say any word, I just turned and nearly took off, running across the lawn, wanting to get the hell away from them as quickly as I could. Tears began to blur my vision and because of my panicked steps, I tripped over and landed on the ground as I cursed beneath my breath."Lynn",Every hair stood at the end of my neck at the sound of Drake's voice. I couldn't move. I couldn't breathe."Are you okay?", He asked leaning forward to help me stand up but my instincts had a mind of their own. I swatted at his hands and stood up on my own, afraid

"For fuck's sake Drake! You know nothing, absolutely nothing about this chick yet you changing your entire fucking life for her! Are you fucking mad?! Do you even know that she's all over the tabloids in London right now? Do you even know that she went through a messy divorce a year ago and drugged the poor husband through mad?.! Oh how about the fact that her sister is Melissa Martinez?!"I didn't want to believe a single word out of his mouth but it was difficult not to, knowing that one thing he said was true. Lynn did go through a messy divorce last year but I didn't believe for one second that she did drug him through mud. As far as the other details, I was nervous about them. What tabloid is in London?! And the biggest question is! Is Melissa Martinez her sister? Fuck me!."I don't believe you", i growled out, trying so hard not to let him have the upper hand on me. "No?! Here let me show you",A second later, a message beeped through. I clicked on it right away and the photo

"That doesn't still change the fact that we have a shit ton of problems. This is why I didn't want to get into anything with any guy! I don't want to go through this again, Luis", I let out a sob remembering the horrible months leading up to my divorce with Jason.Luis stepped up behind me and wrapped his arms around my shoulders, leaning his chin on top of my head."You can't let one horrible relationship prevent you from moving forward, Raelynn. This thing with Drake is messy as fuck, yes I know that but just imagine the beautiful relationship that can come out of it. You can't make a diamond without first plucking it from the rough, am I right?", He raised his eyebrow.I pondered on his statement. He wasn't wrong but I was being so stubborn to see it right now. I wanted to believe that things could work between me and Drake, but how could they?! We can't even have a conversation without our emotions taking over."How do I fix it, Luis?",He chuckled kissing the top of my head befor