All Chapters of A Night With The Porn Star: Chapter 71 - Chapter 80
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My Feelings for him
"I guess we're both doing a lot of that", When he looked confused, I explained. "Letting our insecurities and fears run our thoughts without speaking about them to the other person","Ah yeah.....", Drake leaned back in his chair and stared over at me."Lynn, I'm so fucking sorry........","How did you get into porn?", I blurted not wanting to hear him apologize again. I understand how sorry he was but apologies wouldn't fix what has happened. We needed to dig deeper than that.He blew out a deep breath. "You want to start there huh!","What else would we start? With the fact that you were growing feelings for me as much as I was growing them for you and then you turn around and you stick your dick into the other women?.....", I sipped on my wine trying to shut up."I deserve that", He leaned forward and rested his elbows on the table. "You're angry and I don't blame you. I'm pretty sure I would be livid if roles were reversed right now","Of course you would be livid. You would have
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Love you as you are
"i had no money and nowhere to go. I camped out in this back alley that was connected to a strip club. The women were kind to me and always snuck food and water out to me on their breaks. I ended up crashing on the couch of one of the dancers once winter hit. We eventually had a sexual fling but even then I had no emotion connection to the woman. It was strictly sex. Months went by and I floated from my striper's couch to the next, always having sexual flings with them."This became my new normal. Then one night one girl introduced me to Kristoph. He was working at a small adult film project there in the city and I guess he liked my style. I never made the girls feel uncomfortable and I always stayed to myself","I worked as a janitor for a long time and then eventually got to help with the filming and sets. Then when I turned 18, Kristoph introduced me with an audition and I took it because the money was good. And before I knew it, I was traveling all over the states and eventually i
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Want to join the adult film industry
I didn't want this moment to end up, so I would keep drinking and keep her talking for as long as she would let me."By the way", She started leaning back into the couch as she looked over at me with those gorgeous eyes of hers. "Who were those women who answered your door?", Her voice was quiet and I knew it bothered her. I chuckled shaking my head off. "First off, I should apologize on their behalf. I yelled at them for answering my door half naked. Second. There are Missy and Dezzy I worked with them in the past and they were the only costars I have worked with who didn't try to get into my pants after the shoot. They were always very respectful and professional", I paused to watch her reaction but there really wasn't one so I continued."I'm wanting to start my own studio and I asked them to cone work for me. I think if you got to know them, you would really like them",Her brows rose as she stared down into her wine glass. Fuck did I say something wrong please! Don't close up.
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All secrets out
"He was a monster, Drake", She whispered bringing her eyes back up to mine. "We were so in love during high school. We would see our pictures in the new yearbook as homecoming king and queen, happy as ever. Then college hit and he started changing. I don't know what happened but he was no longer the same guy I fell in love with in highschool. But I felt stuck with him. He proposed our senior year of college, I agreed but suddenly he distanced me from all my friends and even my family. "I took almost two years without speaking to my parents because of him..he had brainwashed me."Then the monster really came out. I stopped wanting to really talk to him and he would get angry with me. It started with hard grabs on my arms, yelling in my face to him back handling me so hard that I felt like my teeth were going to get out ..He became angry with me for no apparent reason, I remember him coming home from work and if things weren't the way he exactly wanted them or dinner wasn't on the tabl
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Going to a date
His smirk touched his eyes and I swear his lips looked so inviting. I was having a hard time staying where I was and not crawling on to his lap and kiss those very lips."This whole boyfriend thing and dating thing, I have never done it before so I don't have any clue how to do it.......", He trailed off looking a bit haunted. "What if I screw it up?",That made my heart squeeze. What made him think that he would screw up? I'm not perfect and I don't expect him to be either. Jason is the only guy I have been with in a relationship so I'm sure I don't know what I'm doing too."We will figure this out together", I whispered giving him a small smile."Yeah","Oh! Yeah", I nodded too.I could tell that he was iching to pull me toward him but he didn't. Was I a bit disappointed? Yes I was, but we just let our skeletons out of the closet. We need to focus on communication and getting to know each other with our clothes on no matter how badly I wanted to tear his off right now."I have an i
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Carnal Desires
The dress was barely covering me. It was so skin tight and it stopped just below my ass. The part that was meant to cover my breasts looked like two straps and barely covered them at all. Two diamond chains stretched across my back, holding the dress together I assumed but really wasn't doing a damn thing.Nope. No way in hell am I going out in public like this in this thing!. I ran to my closet and started whipping through the area I knew I kept my dresses, but they were all bright colored sundresses. They didn't exactly scream the date material. Fuck! I have to have something better than this......this piece of material currently hugging my body.Then the doorbell rang and anxiety spiked through me. Shit. Shit. Shit. My hour is up and I have nothing to wear. I swear I'm going to kill Luis the next time I see him.I grabbed a cute black leather jacket and flung it on before I made my downstairs. My cheeks were rosy red the moment I opened the door and gawked at Drake standing there.
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So beautiful
I kept stealing glances at her as we walked and my heart would thud each time her eyes caught me. She's so fucking beautiful and I was still on cloud nine, knowing that she was giving me this second chance. She didn't run for the hills as I had originally thought she would. That has to mean something right?!We reached the restaurant and I was nervous as hell. I have never been on a date and and the thought of screwing this up was freaking me out. What did we talk about? Was there a certain etiquette to this? Did I bring her home afterwards and kiss her goodnight on the porch? I had so many questions and no way of finding out the answers.I couldn't ask Lynn and I didn't have any friends that did staff like this. Shit! I should have asked Dakota before I left."Table for two sir?", The concierge asked the moment we stepped up on the podium."Yes", I replied looking to see that the restaurant was full but not overly packed. Good! We should be able to get in the right away. I was so ne
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Dance with me
My face flushed and it felt like it got twenty degrees hotter in here. This was starting out real good, "Fuck, I'm screwing this up already",She grabbed my hand again and shook her head."You're not", She whispered. "Just ask me what you really want to know","Why did you decide to give me a second chance?", Her brows rose as she half grinned and then shook her head. "That's actually a really good question. One I'm still trying to figure out myself. I guess.......", She paused and looked into my eyes again. "I guess that connection between us is much stronger than anything I have ever felt before. I knew that If i let you walk away, I would regret it for the rest of my life. I'm done with regrets and I'm starting to take what I want",Fuck I wasn't expecting that answer but I loved it."Well I'm glad you stayed", I whispered bringing her hand up to kiss it."Me too", She whispered back.Our meals came then, breaking our conversation and i felt a bit more at ease after that. She wa
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illicit desires
"What's your name, honey?", One of them asked Lynn."Don't answer them", i whispered to her pulling her away from the dancefloor.How the hell did they even know we were here?! I'm going to assume one of the workers or other diners let loose on the social media that I was here. There was no other way they would know otherwise.I rushed us towards the exist, waving at the concierge."Her jacket please!",He rushed to the coatroom and came back seconds later with Lynn's leather jacket. I took it from him and draped it over Lynn's head then pushed towards the front. The camera men were still hot on our tail but as soon as we reached the sidewalk, we both took off running and dipped out down the side alley between the restaurant and surf shop.We stayed in shadows until we saw the camera men run by completely unware of where we went.Then she started laughing, stepping away from me."Does that happen often?", She asked.I shook my head. "Not as much as you think. It's probably because the
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Need warmth
LYNN'S POV.There was sand in the place but I didn't mind about it. Lying next to Drake completely naked while we watched the sunrise together was perfect. Last night was the absolute best night of my life.Drake traced circles over my back as I laid my head on his chest, gazing out at the sun begining to illuminating the expanding ocean before us. Seagulls could be heard off in the distance as the waves crashed on the shore and i didn't want to be anywhere else but here.Words hadn't been exchanged between us yet, but there wasn't really much to say in this perfect moment. I could honestly stay here forever. But then we could hear faint voice and we knew the perfect morning had come to an end."We should probably get out of here before I flash the whole beach", I joked as I pulled away from him, but I didn't get far before he pulled me back to him."One more kiss", He whispered against my lips before he kissed me.I wasn't about to protest one bit. He could kiss me whenever and where
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