Love you as you are

"i had no money and nowhere to go. I camped out in this back alley that was connected to a strip club. The women were kind to me and always snuck food and water out to me on their breaks. I ended up crashing on the couch of one of the dancers once winter hit. We eventually had a sexual fling but even then I had no emotion connection to the woman. It was strictly sex. Months went by and I floated from my striper's couch to the next, always having sexual flings with them.

"This became my new normal. Then one night one girl introduced me to Kristoph. He was working at a small adult film project there in the city and I guess he liked my style. I never made the girls feel uncomfortable and I always stayed to myself",

"I worked as a janitor for a long time and then eventually got to help with the filming and sets. Then when I turned 18, Kristoph introduced me with an audition and I took it because the money was good. And before I knew it, I was traveling all over the states and eventually i