*Power*I am at work but I keep thinking about what Hera said to me. The thought that she actually believes that I slept with her to get some imaginary powers makes me very sick. I had woken up this morning expecting to see her delectable body beside me on the bed, but to my disappointment, her side of the bed had been empty.I had gone to her in the dinning room, thinking she was feeling the same way I felt. The radiance of last night's hot sex had clung to her like a halo making her so beautiful that it hurts. Then she had rebuffed my warm advances and accused me of the vilest thing ever. What the fuck does she think I am? Some opportunist? a low lifer?.She had no idea how much it hurt me when she called me those vile names that so came easily to her lips. A liar and an opportunist, that's what she had called me. That was a lot to take from a woman you love.I love her, I love Hera so much that I am afraid my heart would burst from all the love I have for her.And what's more, I de

A dark nightI ran so fast in the wind in my wolf form like a crazed person. In truth, I was not different from a mad man or a mad wolf. My inhibitions were far from me and I am not different from a beast. It is only a beast who would have the urge to feed on his loved one, I thought, disgusted with myself.When I was changing, I didn't recognize Hera anymore, my crazy wolf saw her as a prey, not the woman of my dreams which left me confused as to why my wolf could not recognize my mate. I tried controlling my wolf, but he will not be controlled, he keeps resisting me so strongly. I felt so bad for leaving Hera alone in our room, but how else could I escape the raw power overwhelming me and making me feel so different from the man I was before, and also threatening to make me a monster I don't wish to be.The pain I am feeling is indescribable, yet, it was nothing close to the pain I felt when I was changing, and it is a feeling I am sure I can never forget in a lifetime.The urge for

A lessonI woke up the next morning feeling very tired and very groggy. I opened my eyes tentatively, afraid of what I will see, afraid that I will be confronted with a sight which might remind me of the beast I was last night.But I was on my bed, covered with a lot of blankets like a sick man.I winced as all the memory of yesterday night came flooding in to my conciousness. I had killed those men in cold blood. It doesn't matter that they are bad people, I had no right to seize their lives like I did. I am a fucking monster! I thought, disgusted at myself.A person who kills innocent humans, okay, maybe not innocent, but humans nonetheless is a monster and he deserves to be punished.I can never forgive myself for my inability to control my urges. It is unpardonable.And the fact that I had failed to recognise Hera, a woman who is my fated mate, the love of my fucking life, is a testament of my unforgivable offense.When I had finished killing those men, I had wanted nothing more bu

Passionate talksWhen Lucian left, I turned to Hera. "my love, you were too harsh on him" I told him.She sighed and went to sit on the couch "I know" she says, looking downcast.I went to her, and took her in my arms. "tell me more about Maugrim" I mumbled, against her heavy mass of blonde hairshe sighed again and sat uprightly, releasing herself from my embrace" He is my father's oldest and strongest enemy. He hates my father so much, though no one knows the origin of their enmity for each other. There's been bad blood between the two, even since before I was born." she said"hmmm, and he is now threatening war against your father because of Lucian?" I asked."yes...that is why my father banished Lucian""does your father share borders with Maugrim?" "No, Lord Petyr, my father's best friend shares boundaries with my father, though his coven is smaller than ours. Maugrim's coven is the largest, and he is significantly more powerful than the other lords in the realm, even my father,

A sparky dinnerI kept quiet, wondering with curiousity about where Tys might be taking me to.As he drove, he frequently looked sideways at me, grinning like someone who got some tricks off his sleeve. I shook my head at him and ignored him pointedly, refusing to allow him put me in tensional suspense. Instead I arranged myself comfortably and slept off.Roughly two hours later, I woke up to find out that we are in Manhattan. "welcome back sleepyhead" Tys says to me, smiling sexily, revealing his perfect dentitions. He has the most beautiful set of teeth I have ever seen."where are we, Tys?" I asked, looking around the city."Fifth avenue, Manhattan" he told me.I looked around me at the opulence this part of the city screams of. There were beautiful, sophisticated shops everywhere, and most of them were sporting names of big designers like Louis Vuitton, Saks, and even Chanel.Ty's stopped and parked the car in one of the parking lots of the opulent stores."Tys, what are we doing