Semua Bab A Healer For The Alpha: Bab 31 - Bab 40

"Rio is a really good guy, but I do think he's freaking out about the fact that you're not a wolf at all, regardless of designation. We've never heard of anyone having a human partner, so it would be... scandalous, if not dangerous, so that's his biggest concern, I think," Kingsley continues, with a pitying grimace on his face as he looks at me. He obviously feels bad for me, and he should, he’s a gorgeous omega and I’m not. "Yeah, I understand," I mumble, looking at anything but him because I don't want to feel even uglier than I already do, "I was just feeling lonely, I guess. Rio is my only way source of information but I don't want to pester him about why he seems so against me being his mate, that’s pathetic.”"Well, you’ll both figure it out soon. I'm a big believer in the fact that Mother Nature does everything right, if she truly made you for him, it's for a reason. It's not always perfect, okay? Even for fated mates. Laurent and I both tried to deny our bond for a long time,

"Now that there are only smart people in the room," Olivia says once we’re alone and settles in better to face me, "Can you explain?"Here it goes. "I have an intimate relationship with Rio’s wolf, but not with Rio himself," I begin after taking a long breath. I have to get this right, make sure my story makes sense with Rio's but I also have to make sure I don’t sound like a scammer, I can’t take another person thinking that about me, "I was a little surprised at first when a random man suddenly came up to me growling about me being his mate and him being a wolf, but to be completely honest, I didn't take it as a regular human would because I'm not a regular human. I've always been different from the rest, I've always had this special ability that no one else seems to have, so I've always been sure that there’s… more out there. Something bigger, something better than just my normal boring life. When Alpha came along, it was just a confirmation of something I already imagined and was

"We both talked to your wolf," Isabelle continues speaking, "He really, deeply loves Lunanci. Although you don't have a fated bond, there IS a bond, but it's more... one sided. Alpha chose Lunanci as a mate even if she isn’t his by fate. Normally, that would create a chosen bond between the two of you, but Lunanci doesn't have a wolf to create that bond with. We believe there is a tiny chance that, over time, the bond could grow, but we're not sure."This is so confusing. "But what does that even mean? Alpha loves her but Lunanci doesn't love him back?” I ask, my head feels like a scrambled egg and I think I'm a little offended. A one sided bond? I've never in my life heard that before. Of course I’m the only unwanted loser with a one sided bond. "It's not that easy. Lunanci might love you with all of her heart, but human emotions have a limit, wolf emotions don't. He will love her forever... Lunanci might not."That sounds extremely unfair for my wolf. I try to meet Lunanci's eyes

"Wait," Rio says, raising a hand to stop me as I move to leave, "Of course you can't just leave by yourself like that. We still have to find a place for you to stay. We have to travel to Toronto."Does he seriously think we can travel more than ten hours in these conditions? He's crazy. And wrong. "No," I say, "I can leave by myself, don't worry about it.""How? Luna, you're being irrational again," he shakes his head, "There are no buses to take you out of the clan. I have to take you."No way. Because I'm not leaving. "I'll find my own way," I insist, ignoring his 'what the fuck’ face, "Listen, friend, you've been a great support to me, always willing to help me and I really appreciate it, but I'm not really helpless. I'm pretty good at surviving on my own.""I don't believe that for a damn second, Lunanci. You've been downright suicidal many, many times," he spits as if that's a bad thing. I actually consider it an advantage in life. Being ready to die means I’m not really that s

{ Rio }It's been eight days since Luna left and so far, life sucks. She sent me a message the next day letting me know she was perfectly fine and that was it, she didn't even answer my following texts demanding more information. Ever since, my wolf has been literally trying to kill me from the inside because he's mad at me for sending her away. Things got so bad between us that I had to start taking inhibitors to put him to sleep. His incessant whining wouldn't let me sleep or even just exist, it was a constant pain. Since yesterday when I started taking the inhibitors I have been waiting for my sadness to start to go down or go away but it hasn't happened yet. I'm still sad and I think I miss her more today than I did yesterday, it's just so boring without her. I could say I don't remember what it was like to live before I was with her but I do remember, I used to spend all my time with some idiot named Alex. But now I don't have anyone. Laurent seems to think we’re back to norm