Lahat ng Kabanata ng My Brown Eyes Alpha : Kabanata 51 - Kabanata 60

Ashton and I went to his pack cottage because he insisted on going there. I don’t know why but for some reason he doesn’t want to go back home. He says he wants to spend some quality time with me and to be honest, I do too but everything is just so complicated. I don’t want to fall for Ashton any deeper than I already do. I don’t want to break down again. Things are already hard for me and I’m not sure if spending time with him will make it any easier; it’s just gonna make it more complex and difficult than it already is. I help Ashton sit down on the living room couch. I adjusted the pillows around him, ensuring the pillow supporting his head is soft, so it won't cause the injury there to hurt. Then, I make sure the ones at his back are situated so he can be comfortable while he sits. While doing this, I can feel Ashton staring at me. I look away from the pillow in my hand and shoot him a questioning glance. He just shakes his head, but I see a happy glint in his beautiful eyes, and

We arrived at the house and Ashton steps out of the car. "Are you ready?" He asks, standing and offering his hand to help me up."Yes," I take his hand and stand. Our hands are locked as we approach the front door. Even though mine fits flawlessly in his, I can't help the tug in my heart at the difference between us. I’m a human and he’s a werewolf; no one will agree to whatever relationship we want for each other. I know that Ashton has decided not to tell anyone that I’m a human but still, we have a difference, he is the Alpha and everyone expects his Luna to be fearless and powerful, I am nothing like what they want. I’m not fearless nor am I close to being powerful. I’m just a girl with zero self-confidence. As we walk I begin to wonder what people will say when they see Ashton’s hands holding mine, they will probably be shocked and if Willow sees us, she won’t spare me, I will be dead. I know I shouldn't care about any of this but it's easier said than done.I lift my eyes and our

"He said what!!" Ashton exclaimed. I accidentally told Ashton everything Kelvin told me. I swear to God, I didn’t mean to tell him anything. It slipped out of my mouth while we were talking. But I thank God that I didn’t utter a word about Tamara, if I did, Ashton’s mood will be worse than this and I don’t want him to get frustrated. Although, that’s not the main reason why I decided not to say a word about Tamara. I want Ashton to open up to me when he’s ready and if he never brings the topic up I will consider her as his past which he doesn’t want to relate to anymore. Though I am very curious about her, I want to know who she is and why Ashton rejected her. I am sure she is the reason why Ashton talks in his sleep. She must have made a big effect on his life for him to be dreaming about her."Ashton" I call him making his gaze sprint from his thoughts to looking at me. "It’s fine, okay. Whatever he said. I don’t believe it and I don’t want it to get to you." I tell him "I should

"This is bad, how many are they out there?" I hear Ashton talking to someone. Ashton has been talking for more than two minutes now. I don’t know who he’s speaking to or what he’s talking about. All I know is that their voices are disturbing me and I badly want them to shut up so I can sleep."Holy shit! They are like a tsunami." Ashton said. I don’t know what he’s talking about or what understand what he just said but I think he’s exaggerating and I think it’s high time he lowers his voice. I hear him say something again and I groan turning around and putting a pillow against my ear. "Can you keep it down?" I said in a sleepy voice "I’m trying to sleep here." I turn around again sighing. If they don’t keep it down, I might have to kick them out of the room."I will meet you outside," Ashton said as I hear the door close.I sigh; Finally some silent time with just me and my bed. I really need to sleep right now considering how yesterday turned out to be an exhausting day. My date wi

I open the door to the cabin and my feet collided with an object that seemed vaguely like a box, without giving it a clear view, I shoved it aside and walked into the room, welcoming me is a strong puffy dust odor, and cobwebs, I waved the cobwebs away and took another step, gazing at the room, the walls stood firm and its edges were covered with cobwebs, the window frames strong, glass triple glazed and whole. All in all, it looked like a place waiting for life to come.Baby suggested that I should stay here for a while and afterward I can move it. He says it’s not good for me to stay in one place for long. I sigh walking towards the couch. The couch is covered with black sheets so I guess it’s not as dusty as the rest of the furniture around. I touch the center table with two fingers, it’s so dusty. This place is like a dust world needing a bunch of cleaners around."Have you lived here before?" I turn my gaze to Baby and asked him. "Yes, but that was five months ago." He responde