Nelly If I had Cinderella's luck and a fairy godmother appeared in front of me, I would ask her to rip this shit feeling out of my chest, end the illusory ideas that have been coming back with everything since I found him again, disappear with all my past and take a few pounds🇧🇷 My mind is no longer following the man's bipolarity, and I'm starting to falter again. First, he implies that he has no idea who I am, then he demonstrates that he does remember, then he proposes to be friends with me and then he freaks out again, out of nowhere, for no reason. I type rather quickly, taking out all my frustration on the keyboard of my notebook. As if Carlota's return wasn't enough to disturb my judgment, now the feeling that I thought was something from adolescence is wanting to return with full force. The way he talks, walks and looks at me shakes my structures, cool, I can't deal with myself anymore. “Argh!” I slam my flat hand on the keyboard, accidentally pressing a sequence of random
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