Lahat ng Kabanata ng Rejected Royal Princess: Kabanata 121 - Kabanata 130

Chapter 122For some reason I am not happy here, I don’t know why I feel like I should go back. I mean Micah proved that he wasn't going to betray me, but I just don’t know if I can handle being a mate again. I don’t even know if I want to be a mate or have one.I don’t want to go back to being a Queen either, but Micah said he would be the one making those choices and that is something I am happy about. I don’t know if he will see me as weak if I come back to him. Maybe he won't and everything will be better, but then again maybe he will and everything will go to shit for us.I don’t want him to think I am weak, so I guess I am going to chance to be here, maybe everything else will fall into place and I will finally find some kind of peace, if not here then there has to be somewhere where I will find that.Looking down at my now sleeping son, I laid him down and then I went into the bathroom. I need to take a shower and get some rest, tomorrow I will have to figure out what I am goin

Chapter 124I didn’t know if I should go back to the hotel, part of me wanted to go and talk to Micah but I didn’t want him to tell me that I have to go back to the palace. I still don’t trust that he isnt part of this and that he is going to force me anyways. I hope he doesn’t because I don’t know how I am going to feel about that, it's like my life is a joke. I don’t know if the Moon Goddess is laughing at me right now, did she think all of this is funny? Did she plan all of this or was this all new to her? I know she is our Goddess, but damn she isnt very nice to me. I didn’t even do anything wrong and yet here I am hurting and betrayed. I feel pretty powerless and there isnt much I can do about that.While driving, I noticed a diner, it's something I want to do. Maybe if I eat something I will get my head in the game and everything else is going to feel better. Maybe I will figure out what I am going to do when all of this is over and done with.I know I have to be strong because

Chapter 126Part of me wanted to pull him back into the room and kiss him, but I let him go. I am confused as to what I want to do. I want him to save me, but then I don’t want anyone near me. All of this is starting to get confusing.Laying down on the bed with Solomon, I didn’t know I was as exhausted as I am, it felt kind of good laying down. I know I have to be careful as I don’t know how many more people are going to come after me, I guess I shouldn’t leave this room. I know I shouldn’t be afraid, but it's hard not to be, especially when I don’t know who is against me and who isnt.Opening my eyes I didn’t realize I had fallen asleep, it was dark outside and Solomon was laying there sucking on his hands. I am surprised he didn’t wake me up crying or anything, but I am glad I was able to sleep a little bit.Once he was settled, I decided to run a bath and see how I feel after, I did want to find a store that had food and maybe even some clothes. I know I am going to have to be car

Chapter 128Micah’s POV Seeing her in the window watching me, I can tell she is nervous about the future. I want to make her go back but it's not going to work, so we’re going to have to wait and see what happens. Walking back into my room with my beta and gamma, I needed to get a plan in place, in case this rogue king wants to come to this city and start something that he knows he’ll lose. “Come let’s sit down,” I said motioning for them to sit down. “Are you seriously going to stay here and wait for her to come to her senses? Does she realize this is bigger than what she just faced?” “I don’t know if she realizes that, but yeah we’re going to have to do this her way. She has been through a hell of a lot, and I am not going to force her. I told her we will stay here as long as we have to, but the threat isnt going to go away.” I sighed. I hated this small smelly room being with her yesterday was nice. All I could think of is seeing her happy, and I know it's not going to be quic

Chapter 130Dinner tonight I am going to be nervous, I don’t know what he is going to want to talk about or if he is going to ask a bunch of questions. I know I am going to try and be honest with him, but I don’t know what he is going to want from me. I know he wants me to stay with him but I don’t think I am ready for that, yeah it would be nice to have someone else to talk to but I don’t know if that means he is going to expect me to come with him back to the palace. I kind of feel bad about making him stay here but I guess it's something he wants to do.“Are you nervous?” he asked.“Yeah a little, I don’t know what you’re going to ask me. I don’t want you to think this is going to get me to come back to the palace.” I said looking out the window. I didn’t want him to get mad at me because I said that.“Well I would love for you to come to the palace, but I know if I force you then you will find a way out of the palace and there is a huge chance I won't be able to find you.” he sigh