บททั้งหมดของ Pretend Surrogate: บทที่ 11 - บทที่ 20

I woke up like it’s just another day. I opened my eyes and somehow everything feels right. I did have a good night’s sleep, I’m so tired that I feel like I’m sound asleep tonight.I turned to the left and hugged my pillow. I have a class today and in the afternoon I have to go to the restaurant for my duty. Oh my, speaking of my duty. I opened my eyes widely thinking about what happened yesterday. I don't even know if I can still do restaurant duty. I was right when I heard what I heard loudly. I turned back to the right to pick up my cellphone but before I could even see my cellphone I heard a deep voice.”Yes. Furnish it and provide anything that’s needed. ”My eyes widened as I saw him standing and leaning on the sink holding a cup of coffee. His wide chest and bars on his stomach is greeting my hella morning. What the fuck? How could I forget that I had someone with me?One of his hands was busy holding the phone while one of his hands was holding my single white mug, he sipped in

”If you were hungry you could have just had it delivered. Or at least close your door before leaving and answer my fucking calls. ” he said.I ignored him and just looked at the view outside. He’s still driving and I’ve already put a stop on my tears. I don't think he noticed me crying because I was quiet before. Throughout the trip he only now spoke."Let's have a proper meal first before you go home." he uttered again.Home? When did I even got home? I asked inside my mind. Cause that’s the truth. I miss the feeling of being at home. I’m like this stray dog hoping from one place to another because no one seems to have the urge to keep me. I sighed and shook my head. I think I’m out of my mind."I'm not hungry." I said coldly.“You didn’t have a proper meal. And it’s time for dinner already. ” he insisted.I felt annoyed again. The blood boils every time I think about how easily he can control me.”I said I’m not hungry. I’d rather eat at home than eat at your luxury-squeaky clean-hi

In life, we all have this desires that we cannot get in this lifetime. It’s as if you’re going to despise everything you just have for that thing but the world still won’t give it to you.That’s what they knew and that’s what’s visible in everyone’s eyes. We tend to focus on the things that we couldn’t have and wasn’t able to see the situation underlying through it. Because the truth is, there are things in our lives that we don’t ask for but are willing to give. There are things that we did not even wait for but came spontaneously.That’s what my mind struggled with after that happened to the two of us and Hugh. That night, I thought something’s gonna happen. That finally we’ll gonna have this sexual activity so that I could finally bare his child, but he didn’t. I was half heartedly willing to do it but I would do so, since that’s what he was trying to say right? As if I could decide for myself, it’s his decision that will prevail. I don’t know what’s gotten into him that he had to

“Don’t fool the shit out of me, Hugh. Just go away because I need to finish all of these. ”I admit. I became uncomfortable. Feeling the heat of his body made me so much uncomfortable. And not just that, I’m nervous that somebody might have seen us in this kind of position, what would they think of me in that way?"Dead serious, Angel."He sought my gaze but I tried to avoid you. I struggled to loosen his grip on me."I'm dead serious too!""Shhh." he shush me. I hissed.“You’re not gonna believe me? Why do you look so bad of me? Huh? Tell me. ”I pursed my lips trying not to answer him. I don't care because it doesn't make sense if I answer him.”Tell me. Please? ”My legs weakened by his tone. He sounded so different. He didn’t sound rude nor taunting, it’s just pure empathy and softness. I avoided looking at him even more, his face was so close to me that even his breath I could feel. I bit my lower lip and forced myself not to be openly affected by what he was doing.“Angel,” he c

That was his decision, so that prevailed.What he wanted to happen happened. He asked me to eat in his office every lunch time. But that doesn’t end in there.”So what are you now? Some sort of dating huh?”Sir John asked me when he visited my table for a paper work. I couldn’t help but look him in the eyes. I don't know what to answer. If I tell the truth the issue will get worse. And if not, I'm sure will be lying too.He smirked when he saw that I don’t have any option but to not answer him. I kept my mouth shut because it’s better that way."Just so you know, you're playing with a dangerous fire, Angel."I glanced at him confused. Did he think I didn't notice how he treated me differently? Starting that night that he asked me for a coffee break he became different."Hugh." he uttere, defining who he was talking about.My forehead furrowed. He didn’t use any honorifics and that irritated me a bit."What do you mean?"I knew my question didn't make sense because he didn't know what