Confusion. Disorder. Madness. Those were just the few things that I felt as soon as Hunter and I got out of the training grounds. From having the most beautiful and intimate time together, in the blink of an eye, we were thrusted into a world of chaos. "Get on my back, we have to run!" Hunter instructed me and though I was still processing what was happening, the desperation in Hunter's eyes was enough for me to quickly follow him. As soon as he had me steady on his back, he started to run. The speed was nothing I've ever experienced a human form to have, but this is him we're talking about. He pinned me down on the ground while he was human and I was in wolf form. "Hunter, what's happening?!" I asked him, but he didn't respond. I knew not to push it any further. He would tell me once he has the answers to my questions. We arrived at my room which was on the other side in less than five minutes, which would usually take about fifteen minutes at a normal pace. "Pack your thi

I could sense how stressed Hunter was, but he didn’t stop. He couldn’t. Every time I asked him to rest, he would say he needed to work on something before he could. Two days later in an unfamiliar country where I don’t even speak their language, sadly we hadn’t really made much progress. Hunter was getting frustrated, but at the same time there wasn’t really much that we could do. Apparently, Korean royals are busier than we thought even if another royal was in need of their help. There was no present hierarchy nor special treatment in the place than many in other countries were used to. And to say I was confused would be an understatement so I could only imagine the bewilderment Hunter was experiencing especially when we were put in an old and tiny room to stay in while we were here. “We should just stay at a hotel outside their kingdom’s land,” he grumbled as I asked him to stay on the bed so I could open the bathroom door. Since the room was incredibly tiny, especially with Hu

King Hunter Beowulf There was a time I was so lost after not finding my mate. I was completely devastated thinking I was not worth it by the Moon Goddess and everyone had believed this too. I heard the whispers in the corridors, saw the side eyes whenever I passed people, and learned of the uncertainties of my kingdom thinking I could not rule as well if even the Moon Goddess believed I was not enough for a mate. I poured my entire heart and soul out to prove them wrong. With every blood, every sweat, and every tear, I showed them that I could do it, and eventually they began to see it with their own eyes and they stopped doubting me. The only problem was that I began to doubt myself. Though others didn't see it, I doubted my own capability. I doubted myself every single day when I remembered I was not granted a mate. It hurt so much I felt like I was not living, I was merely just waking up, fulfilling my duties, and going back to sleep to repeat the same thing over and over aga

Even until the end, Hunter loved me until his dying breath. I cried and I cried until there were no more tears left to be released by my body, no more water, no more anything. Not a single word in the dictionary could describe what I was feeling. I was completely devastated. Heartbroken. Lost. Honestly, I wasn't even sure if I was still feeling anything. Seeing Hunter lying on the ground lifeless had destroyed me completely. I don't think I'll ever recover from this. And my biggest fear was him getting lost in my memory, our time together slipping away from my fingers, one question repeating in my head over and over again - was he ever really mine to lose? — I jolted awake, sweat covering me from head to toe, and my body was shaking rapidly. I was cold, but I was also too warm, like my body was on fire but I was thrown into negative temperature water. What... what the hell... Where... am I... now... I rubbed my eyes with my hands and right after I tried to move my body

Just like Suzy said, they let me go. They picked me up because I was barely moving after watching Hunter disappear with that woman, tied something around my eyes, dragged me into a car, then sped off. I have no idea how long we were driving for. I have no idea what turns we took nor what exits. All I know is that when the car stopped, the person took the blindfold off of me, and then tossed me at the side of the road like I was nothing but a broken thing just to be thrown away. I don’t know what I was anymore. I just no longer felt myself, like a part of my soul had been torn apart from me and I could not utter a word or even think of anything else but him, but my Hunter. A painful thought came into my mind – he is no longer my Hunter. I wasn’t sure what happened after that. The rain had come from nowhere, and even when it got heavier, I didn’t move. I couldn’t move, not for shelter, not for food, not for anything. The next thing I know, I’m on bed and I’m opening my eyes as my