ANNAI was so nervous and didn't even know what to do at that moment. My heart was racing so fast and to be honest I think it's because this was going to be my first actual date with someone, I've never been on a date before even when I was with Sean he never took me out on a date because he never acknowledged me as his mate or even a partner worthy of him but I didn't have to think about all of that now because it was all in the past and would forever stay in the past like that.My heartbeat was racing so fast, I didn't know much about a date but something I know about these days was that I didn't want to mess it up. I would be in such a mess if I ever did anything to mess it up because when Maya told me that Johnny was setting up a date for both of us , I was so shocker and didn't even know how to reply to her but it kind of made me happy that he took the time to do that and it would be do rude to turn him down.I blushed like a little girl when she told me that he was too shy to co

ANNAI couldn't believe it….i was shocked for a moment because it seemed as if I was in my dream, I can't believe that he just asked me to be his girlfriend and lots of thoughts kept running wild in my head. I know that I said that I was ready for this but now I think I might be having second thoughts about this and it's just kind of frustrating because the only reason why I don't want to agree to this relationship was because of Sean and just the thought of it made me want to hate myself. I felt like a despicable person because Sean was literally getting married.I wanted to take thoughts of him out because he couldn't be my obstruction to happiness. He's obstructed me alot before in the past but now that I'm ready tobright move on I shouldn't let him bother me and just focus on the present, I should focus on Johnny because he's my present now and it's not like I can say no because he was my mate and he likes me so what better way to make it perfect than to say yes to him.He looked

SEANI didn't know why it had a toll on me that she was in a relationship because I shouldn't care and didn't even understand why I did but it somehow hurt that she was moving on and she wasn't even thinking of the past but then again I shouldn't care because whatever happened between us was the past and should stay in the past but yet my heart was getting this kind of weird feeling. I didn't understand why I was feeling that way when I shouldn't, I shouldn't care but yet I did.She was happy living her best life and here I was feeling completely messed up that she was finally with someone when I shouldn't even care at all. I had someone in my life and I should be happy with her because she was all I should be focused on but then again my heart was literally saying something else. I didn't understand what was with all these feelings that I was feeling and why it had to come this minute.I began to reminisce on the past and what might have happened if we were still together and it mad

SEANI was sure that that girl was going crazy with all the accusations she was pointing at me even though it was true but she just had to trust me and I clearly told her that Anna was my friend so as my friend I had to watch out for her not watch her get into things that could actually ruin her and bring her down. I agree that she deserves all the happiness that she could get but did it really have to be with that guy?. She just had to choose him out of all the people around and I couldn't help but feel a little angry.I decided that I wanted to clear my brain and I needed to calm down and be able to think then maybe I wouldn't be in so much distress like I am now and the best place to relieve my stress was the poolside, it was the only place I could actually sit and try to forget all about my problems and responsibilities but then again I still found it hard to understand how I suddenly got so attached to this pool. It's a mystery but I just felt a deep connection even though it's

ANNAI woke up and then the memories of what happened last night came into my head. I felt so bad because of what happened. It was so bad and then again I should have thought of the fact that I had a fiance but I just had to let impulses run over me and now I was already having feelings for Sean again. It's not like I wasn't feeling anything for him before but I tried to get rid of it and just when I thought I was getting over him he just had to be so nice to me and then my heart couldn't help but just feel it again and then all of those feelings just came rushing back without me knowing it.I decided to take my bath and just shrug off any thought about Sean. I just got into a new relationship and the last thing I would want to do right now is to ruin it, Johnny was actually a good guy and he likes me with all sincerity, I would be such a horrible person if I decided to break his heart when the guy has done nothing but be nice to me along.I went downstairs and saw everyone already at