Chapter 11 Scarlett's viewpoint "So you're upset with yourself because you almost let him fully prostrate you?" When Tonia enquired, I nodded. "And?" I furrowed my brows at her additional comments. What does "and" mean? I asked, "Is that the reason you're angry with yourself?" I laughed when she asked. "Isn't that reason enough to resent me? I almost had sex with him despite the fact that I knew he probably detested me. After all, I broke up with him silently after three years of dating, and he has no knowledge that I have his children". I whispered the last bit to her, but she merely arched her brows and made the 'And?' face. "Girl, he told me that he probably hated me for that, and yet this silly body of mine still yearned for his touch. I melted under his steely look as he told me he hated me and only wanted my body. OK, I'm crazy. He explicitly stated that I have no chance with him now, that he only wants my body, and that he wants nothing to do with me." "And?" Tonia enqui

Chapter 13Scarlett's POV I stepped out of Alexander's car, which was this time a G-wagon, and said, "Goodnight sir," with a small bow.He said, "Uh, wait," and got out of the car at the same time. He said, "Here," and gave me a box containing a brand-new phone."Huh?" I inquired, putting some of my luggage on the ground, and I took the box away from him."You should have that. There is a contact for me, and I've already stored yours. Hold onto it every time I call you since I'll be using that, and get rid of the one you already have because it's old and ineffective. I didn't get a chance to say "thanks" to him before he said and, with a small smile, climbed inside the car.Tonia's voice called out "Babe" as she approached from behind me, and I sighed with relief that Alexander had left before she showed up. I had texted her to come help me with the bags of clothing and jewelry Alexander had chosen for me at the boutique by meeting me at the bus stop.His offer to drop me off at home

Chapter 15"Lettie?" He immediately stopped and furrowed his brows when I spoke it aloud."Continue" He remarked, his face expressionless, and I watched him for a moment before averting my gaze and continuing to swerve my tongue across his scrotum while he was still..After remaining motionless and expressionless for a few minutes, He muttered, "Stop," and I furrowed my brows in confusion."Huh?""Go back to work; that's all I have for today.""What? Why? Did I make a mistake? I enquired bewilderedly.Without saying a word, he went back to his seat after saying, "No, leave," and taking up his underwear and fastening his belt."Alex, did I do anything wrong?" When I realized he wasn't going to respond to me, I softly sighed and stopped.I shouldn't have brought that up. Despite the fact that I haven't even been laid, I'm still incredibly horny. I am unable to go at this time. He can't just leave me alone after he has made me want him so much; this isn't even fair."Um. Even if you're n

Chapter 17 *Scarlett's POV* "Alex.." I tapped him softly but he didn't respond. "Alex.." I tapped him again and this time, he released a soft groan. "Alex, can you carry me to the bathroom please?" I whispered and he finally opened his eyes. "Can you carry me to the bathroom please?" I said again but he only stared at me blankly. "I.. slept?" He asked, confusion vivid on his face. "Yeah? I don't understand" "How long? How long did I sleep for?" "Um, five hours?" I said and he remained still before snapping out of it in a brink. "Yeah, you were saying?" "Um, I. I'm sore and I don't think I can walk, can you? Can you please lift me to the restroom?" I picked my words carefully. I knew we were kinda in some relationship now but he was still my boss and the fact that we once dated didn't matter anymore, not like I would have accepted to be in a sexual relationship with someone I didn't know. He hesitated for some seconds before getting up and lifting me in his arms and I mutter

Chapter 19*Scarlett's POV*I don't know why I agreed to his request, even though I knew it was dangerous, especially regarding the twins. I didn't know how I was going to hide it from him effectively if we were going to be living in the same house.Every word he said pierced me to the core. His expressing his hatred for me hurt so much that I wished I could explain everything to him. I wanted to tell him that I wasn't at fault, that I did what I did to protect myself, even though it was foolish. I now realize how stupid it was, but back then, I was just scared.I wish I could explain everything to him. I wish I could convey how much I wanted to run back to him every time he called or texted, or when I found out I was carrying his child. I wished I could express how much I cried, how much I hurt, and how I even fell sick. But would he care? Would he believe me? Or does it even matter now? It does matter because I still love him so much, and I'm determined to make up for my mistakes. B