August's POVOur training ended yesterday peacefully but something is wrong with Reed and Draco. They seem to be off, like something is stirring between the two. Even though it was noticeable, we didn't dig further because I didn't want to get involved in whatever the issue was between the two. My life is already messed up, I will add more.Now we are outside in front of the obstacle course. There are wheel tires that I feel are the size of a ten-wheeler truck and it has metal on them. There are ropes attached to it. There are even rope ladders, stone walls, mud paths, and flying logs that you have to dodge.I am not surprised by this because we have experienced this before. Draco said a few days' starts of training is the basic so that our muscles don't get surprised. Because they say after the basics it won't be easy.I lost some of Draco. I don't know, I don't know how it disappeared, I just noticed that my shame disappeared. I didn't know that the only medicine is to face the pers

August's POVI've been restless for days. No Draco showed up to us and only Marcus is the one who is conducting the training. Marcus looks disturbed as well because of Draco. I know this is worrying too but what can we do? We don't even know where Draco is now. No one can tell where he is.I just looked at the weapons lying there. They are all samurai. They are identical to swords but they are lighter than swords in Pandora."Today, you will be demonstrating sword handling. A professional will be your spar partner. You will be using a real samurai, just avoid getting hurt." Marcus told us and Misha suddenly became depressed.She is not good with swords! Misha is somehow afraid of swords before. I can see how Misha turned pale."Hey, you can tell him about your fear of swords." I looked at Misha as if his tongue was numb but he couldn't even react. She lost it. It looked scared as it looked at the swords. "Hey Marcus, Misha couldn't handle a sword. She has selective Aichmophobia, parti

August's POVI just held my breath because of the headache. It's been a few days and I've been missing Cayden and Lucas. Reed adds more. How about it, Cayden is always watching when Reed and I are together and Reed is punishing Cayden. The only thing I don't want to happen is for the two to get into a fight because Reed must have collapsed in the hospital. Of course, that's my friend.I don't know why Cayden had to act like that. He is acting like a jealous boyfriend, it's not us and he loves someone else and it's not me. Yes, I look like me but I'm not. Like a shark, until now I still haven't moved on. I also know that my friends are already noticing what's going on, so Misha, like crazy, is always smiling and teasing me. It's also nice to get rid of that one. If it tempts you, you think that there is nothing strange happening in his love life."Hey, you." Scarlet suddenly came close to me. She is wearing a body-fit jumpsuit you would think she is going on a mission today. "I am allo

August's POVI got up from the bed. I was surprised because Cayden suddenly appeared in the room. But why am I still surprised? He can do that."What are you doing here?" I asked him. I can't stop myself from being nervous. My hands are cold. His mere presence makes my heart beat erratically.Cayden smiled which is very rare when he is in a crowd. No matter how funny the surroundings are, it still has a poker face. Did I mention that his smile is priceless? I wanted no one else to see that smile, aside from me."Is it too bad, if I want to see you?" It was a gentle question that caused my hair to stand on end. Why is that? I feel like he's attracting me!God, stop it August. That's natural for Cayden because it has a really strong pull. "In my room? You could have just waited outside." I answer here.I don't want him to give signals that I am affected by him. I should play fair. The game should be fair!"I am just avoiding trouble, love. Either Reed or Scarlet, they will surely raise

August's POVI didn't sleep even a wink. I can feel the heaviness of my head and the bags under my eyes. I tried to talk to Cayden last night but he seems to be avoiding me because I can't talk to him. I wanted to ask why he's going back to the US suddenly. I thought he loved me. I thought I was the reason why he was here. But why is he leaving? Is he fooling me? Is he making me hope again?I took a quick shower even though I felt heavy due to lack of sleep. I went out with my suitcase. I saw that everyone was there except Cayden. He is nowhere in sight. So I just held my breath. Even Lucas was busy so I didn't approach him.I lost my appetite. So I just drink coffee. My chest is heavy and I feel heavy too. I don't know what the fuck is going on. Why is Cayden suddenly avoiding me? What's happening? I have no idea what that is, fuck!"You won't eat?" Misha asked me. I shook my head. "You look terrible, are you sure you're okay?"I sighed. "I'm fine." Even the real one is not. I feel l