Beautifully Unfinished のすべてのチャプター: チャプター 81 - チャプター 90

44.5I was the one who ripped her and took her innocence from her as selfish as it sounds but I was first. I was the first one who did those things to her. She has my son, my first born child, and this is totally different than Audrey's back in the day. I might have sort of stolen Audrey from him but this time is different.Rose was mine first and I don't know why I feel this way over her just because I did some things with her first. I feel like, I need to be owning her and not Landon.But, she's not mine.And never was.You are pathetic Hugo. Fucking pathetic.Just because Rose and I had sex even before she met Landon doesn't mean I can steal her from him too. I'm getting married and the people already knows I’m marrying Audrey in two weeks.God, two weeks.I should be happy right? I should be happy that I am marrying the woman I have always loved for so long. But, why is it that the thought of marrying him feels like a chain around my neck?I should not feel like this at all. I ha

45.5M I R A N D A"Hey."Landon suddenly wraps his arms around my waist as he stands next to me. He quickly kisses my neck and slowly spins me around to face him. I move my head to Landon and cupped his cheeks with both of my hands as we smile."You are one bothered and hot looking momma." He teases.I grin. "I'm not bothered, but I am hot looking.""Yes you are bothered and you're also hot looking momma." He kisses my forehead.I smile shyly."You wanna go out for a walk? Or a drive? A drive would be better." He winks at me.I nod. "I think I need to get out a little bit. I need some sunshine.""I am your ball of sunshine." He smiles.I giggle and kiss his jaw. "I love you my lover."He smiles at me so handsomely, "I'm beginning to love it every time you call me that." Landon holds me tighter and I do not want him to let me go."I know you love it." I say."Yes. How about we go out for a drive a little bit before we pick up Ben from school and then maybe grab some ice cream afterwar

46.5M I R A N D ALandon's car slowly drives into the parking lot and the second the engine stopped, I know that this was it.I glare at Ben from the backseat and he sits there with a smile on his face as soon as he looks back at me. His smile completely calms me but at the same time frightens me too.This is it.This is really it, Miranda."Are we here already?" Ben asks.I nod, “Yes sweetheart. We are.”The three of us headed out of the car and walked together towards the restaurant like a perfect family. I am nervously walking towards the front door of this fancy restaurant, with my heels that's making me look even more awkward and I know Landon notices it. He knows I am trembling inside but he gives me a reassuring gentle grip on my hand and that’s all I could ask for from this night.He smiles at me before he leans closer to my ear, “I am here, okay?”I nod as I smile at him.As soon as the door opens, I begin to scan through the customers and quickly spotted Hugo on the farthes

47.5Landon kisses my temple briefly and hugs me tighter as I rest my head against his chest while Hugo slowly pulls his head up and glued his eyes on me being wrapped around Landon's arms. He is staring a few seconds before he slowly travels his head back to the floor."Everything's gonna be okay, love.” I hear Landon tell me. “Ben will make it. I'm here for you, I'm not gonna leave ya." He whispers against my ear.I nod again as I glued my eyes on Hugo but he is bending his head down as he keeps on staring at his own fingers. He looks so lost, alone and lonely. He looks like he doesn't know what he's going to do right now and he looks like he does not know what to actually feel. I honestly wanna walk up to Hugo and hold him. I know he is struggling too. I know he is in pain too. I know he is mad too. I wanna comfort him for what he is feeling because I know he's terribly feeling deadly heavyhearted as much as I am. I wanna tell him that it's going to be alright, that this wasn't hi

48.5I don't like the way he is changing his sentence. I don't like what he's going to say to us and I don’t even want to hear it but at the same time I want to. I do not like where this conversation is going. I don't wanna hear it. I don't wanna hear what he found out because even the thought of it makes me cry already.It is already hurting my heart.Rose’s eyes were already flooded with her tears but she's still holding it back. She's still trying to be strong even though her hand was already holding tight on mine and I let her as I am also holding her back. I'm trying to be strong for her, for us as co-parents and for our son."But?" I feel a tremble over my entire body."Your son has TBI." He says.TBI?I stare at him confusedly and Rose didn't know what he said too."Traumatic Brain Injury." The doctor finally explains the abbreviation.My heart raced instantly just by the name of it."It's a form of brain injury which was caused by very sudden damage of the brain. Its leading c