I felt someone’s eyes on me and slowly opened my eyes. There was a nurse next to my bed looking at my arm and taking notes. “What’s wrong?” I asked looking at the nurse more clearly this time. “Oh, gosh!” She said jumping slightly. “You scared me, but everything is fine Avalin. I was just checking on your arm. Do you know what happened to your arm.” “Yes, I was shot.” I said matter of fact and closed my eyes again. “You were shot?” She questioned well looking more closely at my arm. “We’ll grazed really.” I said looking at my arm. “You shouldn’t need stitches for it at least. No wonder you went into early labor.” She said taking her gloves off and moving to leave. “You should have food coming in a bit.” She said leaving the room and heading towards the one that I remember the babies going into. I heard whispered talking and then saw Trey come back through the same door that the nurse had gone through. “Babies are doing great love.” Trey said coming to sit down next to me. “And the on

"Your doing great Avalin." The nurse said writing down the feed time on the white board. This is the second time that I have feed her and it feels like it may get easier the more I feed the kids. I have spent the last six hours since my youngest was born going back and forth between my room and the emergency ward. As I was talking to the baby the name Madeline popped into my head. "Trey, lets call her Madeline. Maddy for short, what do you think?" "Thats a lovely name for her." Trey said. "Hi Maddy, looks like we finally named you." I said slowly putting her back into her bassinet to sleep. “Ava, are we still naming our son after me?” Trey asked. “Of course if that is what you want then yes.” I said walking up to him and hugging him. “Then we only have one little angel to name.” “Ava, I think you just found her name.” Trey said kissing my head. “Angel?” I said a little confused we never really had a chance to talk about baby names once we found out we were having a third baby. “I was

One month later:“Where are they?” I yelled in the middle of the NICU. “Ma’am please calm down they will be back shortly.” The nurse said turning towards the phone on the wall. “I want to know where they are this minute!” I said loudly starting to get pissed off. “ They are on there way back now, they went to get their hearing tests done.” The nurse said. “You have five minutes and then I’m calling security for my kids missing.” I said starting to tap my foot and looking pissed off. These people have taken my kids multiple times now without telling us where they are taking them first. I'm not sure where Trey is either he should have been with them since I could not be with them. I take my phone out ready to call security when I heard crying up the hallway and start towards the crying. I was for sure that the crying was coming from one of the babies. As I got further up the hall I was not seeing a baby at all. I turn and head back towards the kids' room. I take my phone out and call Tr