What a marvellous feeling it would be, if we could say exactly how we felt. What a monumental victory. What a terrifying thought. -Akif Kichloo|I R I S|Two days have passed in the blink of an eye with these two persons always around me. At this point, I think they are more scared for me than I am. Even after four days of being here I haven't checked the whole mansion, which I desperately want to do because this is just how beautiful it is. "Wanna hear a joke?" Rowan asked from the wooden floor in the room he was laid down on. "Not really." Aleeza said, quickly. In these four days I've realised that whenever Rowan says there's a joke it will never be funny. Never. "Pleaseeeeeee." He whined looking at us with his puppy eyes. Aleeza and I looked at each other. We rolled our eyes before saying, "Fine, go ahead." We said in unison.Rowan now took the criss cross sitting position on the floor, actively. "Knock Knock." Rowan started, excitedly.

Because there is nothing more beautiful than the way the ocean refuses to stop kissing the shoreline, no matter how many times it's sent away. - Sarah Kay. |I R I S|Aleeza is living three days later. Yes the most she extended her visit is for one day. So, I am left with three days to spend with her. Strangely, I don't feel scared among these people anymore, except him. Because he always have this dark look in his eyes that he gives me as if he wants me to be scared of him. Like, that's the only thing he wants. Even Mason doesn't give me that scary look and scowl anymore since I've made pancakes for me. I am glad everyone liked them. "Guys, it's 3 in the morning." Mason whined in sleepy voice, rubbing his eyes with the back og his hands. "Don't ruin it, Mason!" Aleeza complained as she tried to make him stay till the end of the third movie we are watching right now. It's just the four of us. Lucas, Mason, Rowan and me. For the first t

If you can't beat fear, just do it scared. - Glennon Doyle Melton.|I R I S|Surprisingly, I woke up in my bed in the morning and for the life of me I can't remember how I ended up here. I don't think Rowan carried me up here since I know he sleeps like a dead horse and he was already asleep when I, mistakenly, fell asleep on his side. I don't even know how I managed to fall asleep with him sitting right beside me. That was so freaking stupid and careless of me. What if I had annoyed him in sleep and wouldn't have woken up today. I vanished the thought from my mind as soon as it entered my mind. Even the AC in the room was on with a warm blanket covering me. No one except Rowan and Aleeza know that I sleep with AC and blanket on. Since, Rowan can't be the one does that mean it was Aleeza? I laughed on the image that created in my mind of Aleeza carrying me to my room. Sure the girl loves me but she would rather kick my ass to wake me up than carry me t

His eyes are so intense I want to look away.... or never look away. I can't decide. -Kaise West. |I R I S|End her once Aleeza leaves. No, I'll be the one to end her. Yeah, three days later. You know what they say about a person like you? Curiosity killed the cat.The sentences kept on ringing in my head again and again, on repeat when he left the room. His presence was still lingering around somewhere with the threat he gave me. The fear I thought was done consuming me, engulfed me again as my heart beat wildly at the terror of dying. When his presence on the one hand scare the hell out of me, there is always this weird sensation spreading through my body. I think I am going insane. Yeah, staying with a person like him would do that to you. The first thing I did when he walked out of the room was locked it from inside. Right now, I am settled on the bed with my knees pressed against my chest as his words kept ringing in my head. I

And, the world has become merely an unknown landscape where my heart can lead nothing. -Alber Camus. |I R I S|Danger. Dressed in a black shirt with rolled up sleeves and same narrow pant, he look like danger. As if the danger himself stepped on the earth to meet me. His hands perfectly styled back with a lock of his hair falling down his forehead kissing his brows, he looked like the devil. A devil that both scares and excites me. While we waited for Aleeza to get down in a new dress, I looked everywhere in the huge mansion to avoid looking at him. Because I know I wouldn't be able to take my eyes off once they set on him.But despite every efforts to avoid him my eyes landed at him and I was surprised to see that he was already looking my way. A shiver ran down my spine in fear while my heart thumped louder against my rib cage with excitement. I wasn't lying when I said I am going insane. "Let's go," Aleeza said with a sour look dir