John.So now that have been said, we have to talk to the police about this because it's rape, sexual conduct without permission, so what i would like you ask you is that if you are willing to tell the police your story as evidence Lara?""With you beside me, yes!""Okay then let's give them a call and make an appointment okay?""Sure and then maybe also they will find the truth about those 2 dead kids!" She says happy and I nod.We finish our drinks and than go to sleep, i gave her the guest room while i have the master bedroom but as we meet each other at the bathroom things get heated......She looks so damn attractive that I can't stop myself from kissing her. I pick her up and she wraps her legs around my waist. We walk like that to my room and I lay here down on my bed and lay half on top of her."Do you want me too....you want me to make love to you?" And she nods biting her lower lip hard."I Promise I'll be gentle and if you say stop I'll stop!" I promise her as I start to kis

John.It's waiting time! She did the test and explained that she might be carrying your baby. After hearing me say those words she almost fainted from the shock, my poor kitten! I put her in my lap and held her to my chest while we waited for the result.My alarm goes off and we pick up the test to look.....****Pregnant ****"My love you are caring for my baby, our child, Lara!I'm so happy, thank you for this wonderful gift of love you've given this old man!" I whisper in her ear while tears stream down both our eyes of happiness."You want this baby?" She mumbles softly and I'm shocked she asks me this."Of course, my love, why wouldn't i?""Well we didn't talk about it so i thought....maybe you didn't want to!""Oh my sweet innocent kitten afcourse i want to have a family with you it's just i didn't expect it to happen so soon, i planes it in a couple of years from now but what the heck, we are having a baby now is no problem love!" I tell her and she smiles and nuzzles her face i

2 Years later…John.Today we celebrate our 1 year wedding anniversary!We have a small part in the rose garden at the back just as we wanted it. Small with some friends and family that's it. When we are dancing I look at my kitten who grew up into a beautiful adult in the last year. We have been through a lot! Especially her! She's seen the devil and went through hell and back losing our first baby! But now all is behind us and we put a small stone in the rose garden for our dead child to remember him or her.That first year was hell as we both had to try to deal with everything!The first weeks she withdrew herself completely from me Which was really difficult for me on one hand because i missed her so much but on the other hand because i couldn't make love to her for some time it was for the best but when she told me that her wounds were healed she still kept me on arm's length what was killing me to the point that i started to drink againwhat i actually stopped since the time we

Jessica."Jessica! Are you ready to pack?""Almost mum! Give me a minute!""Hurry Jess I still want to take you out shopping and after that go have lunch at our favorite spot at the Museum Square!""I know mum, coming!"I run around to quickly put some last minute things in my hand back that I'll take with me in the cabin while the rest stays in my suitcase.Now I have to run before my mother gets fit!!Oh sorry.....i should introduce myself!Hi, I'm Jessica Blake, 19 years old and on my way to my biggest adventure ever in my young life!I'm living with my mother (until now) in Amsterdam and I'm going to Italy for my upcoming year of History study.I wanted this for a long time, studying abroad but I took a while to take the step and act on it, but I'm happy that I finally did it! And I can't wait to go!It will be for only one year but who knows, maybe I like it so much and If I find a job or something, maybe I can even stay?? Not that I've told my mother that because she will get a

Mike.I am currently in my room in the hostel. I asked for that for the next 5 days just in case there is something and they need me quickly, after that i move out back to my house the rest of the year.I just got out of the shower, I really needed that! A cold one to calm my desires......shit that Jessica girl managed to get under my skin in no time on her first freaking day!!.....and i let her!!God I'm doomed! I have to be carefully around her because if she is not holding back than i need to be the sensible one to do it and afcourse I'm much more an adult here than she is so.......but my god she is so beautiful and she reminds me of......arrrghhh i should not go there!!.....stop it Mike!! I tell myself as I lay down on my bed. But who am i kidding?.....They say the past always crawls back up at you when you don't expect it...... is this mine.....is this my punishment for what happened back then?? Although it almost destroyed me, do I really have to suffer again or can someone just