Lahat ng Kabanata ng The Alpha’s Accidental Mate : Kabanata 61 - Kabanata 70

Rayne We lay in each other’s arms in bed.Frankly, I can say that this moment is perfect. Right now, I don’t feel any anxiety or any regret. I feel whole and satisfied. I feel like the happiest person on the planet. If this isn’t happiness, then I don’t know what is. He is drawing odd patterns on my back with his fingers. I kind of expected him to walk out as soon as we finished but he’s still here. Holding me. This time, there was significantly less pain than the first time, but there was still some discomfort. I didn’t feel it at the moment, though. It’s only afterward that I feel it all. I felt our bond tightening as he took me and I wonder if he felt the same. I don’t ask, though. This isn’t a topic that is easy to talk about. I keep expecting him to say something but perhaps it’s better if he says nothing at all. What could he say? I don’t want anything to ruin this moment. I’m dreading when he’ll get up because that’s when the bubble will burst. That’s when the reality of wha

Rayne I step back from the door as my heart cracks into tiny pieces. I don’t know what I came to do here. I should have never come. Then again, I’m glad I came. I’m glad because now I know that Max was lying to me all along. He never cared about me. He was…using me. Lying to me. This whole time. He told me last night that he had ended things with Alaska yet I just saw through the open door of his office that he kissed her. He told her that he loved her. I can’t do this. I can’t. I rush down the corridor and then descend the stairs. All the while, my heart is racing like I’m going to have a heart attack of some kind. It’s too much pain and disappointment injected inside of it all at once. There is only so much that a person can take before snapping in half and giving in to the pain. The worst part is that I have always guessed that something was wrong and that he wasn’t being completely genuine with me. I always knew that there was something about his sudden change in feelings f

RayneThe rest of our hike through the forest goes by in a blur. I don’t pay attention to anything going on around me, and I will certainly don’t listen to what the man is telling me. It’s not like he talks to me all the time. He’s mostly quiet and I’m thankful for it. I don’t think I have it in me to maintain a conversation with anyone, not when my mind is in this chaotic state.Max knew. I can get over that. He still there and acted like he was in love with me. Oh man all along he knew that I was never meant to be a slave. I was the daughter of an Alpha. My mother had been taken away from her home to be used as leverage by his father, and she was never returned. It was pure cowardice. And he knew this, and he didn’t try to make things right. No, he killed the messenger and decided to keep me there in the palace.He could’ve sent me home if he wanted to. But his selfish reasons prevented him from doing so. How could I leave when I had to be there for his entertainment. At this poin

RayneI wake up in a foreign place. It leaves me confused for a few minutes before I recall everything that happened. I'm at Iron. I sit up in bed and massage my neck for a few minutes before rolling out of bed. This room is one he had organized just for me, and it's perfectly comfortable. There are times when I'm overwhelmed with gratitude. I never had anything to expect or look forward to when I was working at MoonWater. I would scrub endlessly and wonder if anything good would ever happen to me. And something did. At least I met my father. I now know my history. I know what truly happened for me to end up where I was. A sort of closure, is what this is for me. Yet even as I say this, I know I'm a liar. I haven't quite forgotten Max and despite everything I've heard, I'm eager to know his side of the story. Why didn't he send me back? Why would he keep such a thing from me?When I shake my head to clear my thoughts, I realize that I've spent many minutes just staring at the wal

MaxIt has been two days since Rayne went missing.I don’t know what to do with this confusion and guilt. I can’t explain what happened. Why did she leave? Things were fine and then all of a sudden, I went to her bedroom and found it empty. It didn’t take long for me to find out that she left, that the guards posted at the gate let her leave because she threatened to have them whipped and punished. And that they were. I made sure that they paid for their careless mistake. I have all my warriors looking for her. Everyone else around thinks that it’s the bond I’m worried about. Losing track of her means that I can’t truly mate with Alaska. The starvation will happen a lot quicker but for this to work successfully, one of us has to die. And since they all think I planned on killing Rayne, they didn’t at all find my orders suspicious. But the reason why I sent everyone looking for her isn’t because I have any intention of killing her. It’s because I love her and I want her back. I can’