Kaya’s povThe sound of birds was the first thing I heard before a voice unpleasantly attempted to wake me up. It was that voice in my head again but this time, it was very vivid. The voice was singing a particular song which was delightful I must say.Unsure for a second, I echoed "Hello" in my thoughts. Just to confirm I was sane. It was normal to communicate with your wolf side but not for me. After my first transformation, my wolf reached out to communicate with me just once, introducing herself. Her name, she said was "Lisa". But I never got to hear from her since then although I felt her presence. And as each day passed, I felt more distant from her."Lisa, is that you?" I thought again.'Um, yes?' The voice responded causing my eyes to widen in surprise.'You can hear me?' her voice was clearer.I attempted to sit up at the same time, but Tyler's arm around my waist prevented me. Gradually and apprehensively my hand contacted his lower arm trailing up which caused his arm to fl

Tyler's povThe fresh fragrance of the Douglas fir trees of the woodland filled my nose as the rain started to pour. But that didn't discourage me from running. Instead, my paws hit the puddles as mud started to form. I had no intention of stopping, even as the rain raged on, making my fur damper than previously. Even when the wind got intense and blew me back as though to taunt me still, I refused to stop racing along the lake.As I ran further along the lakeside, all I could see was Kaya's unnerved face, directed at me. Something I never needed to see again, something that caused me to feel so sick. I should be her defender, yet I am the person who unnerved her. I frightened her by showing her that ferocious side of me; worse; the replica of what she had to face all her life.At the point when I first heard her scream, I thought she hurt herself, yet, realizing Delilah was responsible for Kaya's scream, drove me past the brink, I was enraged. I have never in my entire life placed m

Kaya's PovTormentActual affliction or inconvenience brought about by ailment or injury.This was the sort of thing I have felt for a really long time and I have gotten accustomed to it. Luta, Jeremy, Danni, Janis and Talia made this possible.FearAn unsavory inclination brought about by the conviction that a person or thing is hazardous, prone to cause pain, or a threat. People fear things or situations that make them feel unsafe or unsure.Ever since Luta first hit me, all I felt was dread. And now, this is probably how the people of Crimson pack feel about me now.SafeTo be shielded from risk or not presented to risk or chance; not prone to be hurt or loss.This, this is the very thing I feel whenever I am with Tyler.SolaceA condition of actual ease and freedom from torment or constraint. After I told him of my past, he gave me something I never realized I really wanted.Tyler, encouraged and consoled me when he embraced me, when he kissed me and also when he held me in his st

Kaya's povIt hurt, it hurt so terribly to say that."I never imagined I'd see you like that." I figured out how to get through the unending stream of tears, even as he cleaned them away."God, I realize Love I'm so sorry." he said again and again, pleadingly, "But, that is not me I couldn't have ever placed my hands on any lady, I just became so vexed and didn't want to see you get hurt, I guarantee you."As he said this my mind was racing and I felt lightheaded from crying that my head became fuzzy. Now that he was here and he kissed me the manner he has, I know I felt deeply for him however, all I could think of was what happened and how it instantly reminded me of Luta, the Trio's and how they treated me."Kaya?" he asked as I just gazed at him, lost in my thoughts, his hands stayed on my cheeks firmly, "I'm not him," he whispered to me pushing some hair behind my ear that got tangled onto my face.My eyes shut at his statement, new tears falling as I took in his scent, "I'm not

Kaya's POVAt the point when I got up this morning, it seemed like an entirely different piece of me was awakened. A piece of me I haven't truly felt ever in my life and I owed everything to Tyer. My hand brushed on his mark that I bared causing me to feel totally and completely, desired. I've at no point ever felt needed in my entire life.But I've chosen to embrace it, accept it, who knows when I'll feel like this again.And I pray to the moon goddess, for my own sake, that this feeling would last for eternity.After Tyler's tickle torture which caused me to feel incredibly overjoyed inside. I needed to ask him to stop or else, I'd literally pee on myself.Then again, I was really eager to move in with Tyler, it was certainly a major change from my tiny, cozy space; the room I've spent hiding my entire life. It held a lot of memories, from agony to hurt. It was loaded up with all of my fits of insecuriteis, assaults, my tears, my fears, my everything. I knew however, I needed to let