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Chapter Fifty-One
Caden’s POVI don't know why she had grown so quiet, my eyes followed hers and they landed on my wrists.Fuck!I had taken off the black bands I usually used in concealing them this morning, more like it fell off on its own for no goddamn reason.Her eyes lingered on for a while and I could tell she was thinking but before then I quickly adjusted the sleeves of my shirt.I tried to play it off as if it was cool and as if I had nothing to be afraid of.But it wasn't cool, fuck it wasn't cool at all.My hands felt numb and tingly and I tried my best not to shake the way I did. But it wasn’t working. I could swear I looked tense.“Are you okay?” genuine care graced her features but she seemed confused. She seemed to want to understand what I was dealing with but didn't know how to put an end to it.I cleared my throat. “Yeah, I'm fine. Why wouldn't I be?”She raised an eyebrow. The frown lines were deep and she seemed tense even without them. “Nothing” she looked away.I had lost count
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Chapter Fifty-Two
Caden’s POVA group of Gen Z waved at me giggling and I waved back at them, my attention fully focused on the redhead beside me.“Where are we going? it's late” she complained in a low tone.I shrugged noncommittally, “It's the weekend Anna”She shrugged too.We went past people who were already heading out. Some of them smiled at me, others stared in silence and even a few of them looked stunned, probably wondering what Caden Gallagher was doing on this side of the city but it was nothing compared to the ones that stared at her with lustful intent. My stomach clenched at the sight. I was so distracted by watching them that I almost lost my footing.She giggled like a little child and I couldn't stop smiling because of that.I grabbed both of her arms to steady her.The blush on her cheeks matched the one from earlier which I found that it suited her perfectly.“Where are we going?” she asked again after disentangling herself from my hold.“It's a secret” my voice came out huskier
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Chapter Fifty-Three
Anna’s POV“We are here” his voice rang through my head and the words reverberated inside my chest. I had never felt so scared in my life. I looked around at the crowd of people on the streets. The air was cold and humid as though it wasn't even September yet.I looked up and the stars were scattered across the sky, almost like they were just hanging out there to watch us. The moon hung over everything like a big crescent moon that glistened with silver liquid.“Okay...” I couldn't understand. Was this the place he was talking about? It looked like an abandoned property with a bush track leading away from it.He chuckled at my response. “Come on, you'll see” I could hear the smile in his tone but didn't say anything because I honestly didn't know what he meant by that. We stood there for a while, waiting. The wind blew through the grass making little rustling sounds and I felt something brush against me, like leaves blowing around the street and into our direction.“Are you sure you
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Chapter Fifty-Four
Anna’s POVIt was from my phone and I immediately sprang back. “What the..?” he asked as I jumped backward as though I had been electrocuted.He chuckled lightly and the tension slowly evaporated. It was as if I had been drenched in water and suddenly realized I wasn't dying anymore. “That must be your phone...”My phone buzzed once again as I pulled it out of my pocket and Erica’s name was boldly written on the screen in bold black letters. “Where the hell are you?” Was the first thing she said to me and my heart skipped a beat.“Almost home” I lied before hanging up, not wanting to say more. “I uh... I have to go...” I stammered as I turned to the man beside me. I could feel my face heating up as the reality of what we- what I was about to do got dawned on me. My hands began shaking uncontrollably and it was difficult to hold my cellphone properly as my heart raced inside my chest.He cleared his throat and nodded. “You're right. It's late”He helped me get back on my feet and I t
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Chapter Fifty-Five
Caden's POV “You have a secret affair” Sean’s voice held a hint of a tease to it as if he knew something I didn't.“You are just crazy” How did I end up with such a cousin?“So you haven't been meeting the red-haired in secret?” He was still grinning. “Or is this another of your little secrets? The one where you lock everyone out”“I don't see how it's any of your business” My temper had gotten shorter and shorter over the years. I tried not to let him get to me. “Patience Caden, you've always lacked it” There was a little mockery in his tone now, but he seemed to be serious about getting an answer. I couldn't tell him what had happened last night after all, nothing happened.“Go get some blondie to give you a wonderful time,” I said to him instead.“Oh, come on, it can't hurt to try”He left me alone after that. I followed him a few hours later and today, Sean had decided we would explore a BDSM club and currently standing in front of one with bold letters written as “SIPPIN’ SENS
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Chapter Fifty-Six
Caden’s POVWhen Sean and I decided to leave after seeing enough, he promised he was going to go back there. There was a glint of satisfaction on his face. We moved to an orgy he was invited to and there was a lot of booze and girls everywhere when we got there. Music blared, people were dancing and drinking, laughing nonstop and most of them were tipsy already. We managed to squeeze through all the sweaty bodies that were dancing in circles on top of one another, stumbling and tripping, laughing and singing along to different songs. The girls didn't stop eye fucking us with lustful gazes, as far as I was concerned that could only be interpreted as lustful…I liked parties like this but I was bored and my feet needed rest.I was taking a tour of the house and I walked into Sean and some girl sucking on each other's faces. The short skirt she wore was hiked up and Sean’s hands seemed to be working magic in there as her moans confirmed it.How did he even get here so fast?They didn
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Chapter Fifty-Seven
Anna’s POVSomething was wrong with me, believe me when I say it had to be some sort of sorcery.It had to be.I had never lusted over anyone like I was lusting over Caden.Not even Scar. I couldn't tell what I felt for Scar, maybe it was love or some twisted sick kind of feeling that didn't have a tag but nothing happened whenever he touched me or kissed me.Nothing, no sparks, no fire, no tingles, no desires, not even a slight burning sensation on my skin whenever he would brush my hands while we were walking down the street together- when he was in a good mood. Nothing at all.But with Caden Gallagher, it was different, very different. I had lost the number of times I had screamed into my pillow because the image of me almost kissing him had refused to leave my head.It kept popping up when I tried sleeping and if I closed my eyes too long before drifting off again, the thought would start replaying in my brain, over and over and over, until I eventually snapped awake. I could he
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Chapter Fifty-Eight
Anna’s POVI didn't know how to look after Erica after what she had just seen, my cheeks burning up involuntarily with shame, and my heart hammering in my chest as I stared at her with wide, horrified eyes. She looked back at me with a raised eyebrow, "Is something wrong?"The panic rising up within me threatened to overwhelm me, "N...No, I mean no, everything is... fine." I lied. What was the need to lie? She had seen everything, she had caught me masturbating. If there was no need to lie, then what else could I do but tell her the truth?She still appeared unconvinced but thankfully she accepted my answer with another confused glance. I let out a sigh of relief, but I couldn't get rid of the feeling of embarrassment that washed over me, making my face burn with shame. What a stupid and embarrassing thing to do. I was glad she seemed to take pity on me, though, because when we got to the kitchen I could feel her looking at me with curiosity as she stirred something in the pot."Ar
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Chapter Fifty-Nine
Anna's POVErica gave up on running after me and went back home. Yes, I walked home and when I finally made it to the front door, I was a mess of sweaty clothes, hair tangled into knots, and dirt streaked across my cheek. My insides were burning up and that is because I had never been a sports person in the first place. The day's events had taken their toll, but that’s not the only reason why my muscles were throbbing and I could barely feel my feet as they dragged themselves over into the house. She was sitting by the window. Her back was towards me as her face stared out of the window.How did she even get here before me? The thought that she took her car and got here so easily made me want to pounce on her.“Why would you run off like that?” She said quietly, but there was an unmistakable tone of concern lacing through her voice and the words still seemed to be too loud for me to hear from this distance. It was almost like we were at the edge of some cliff or something.I busied m
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Chapter Sixty
Caden’s POVI took a break from work, it was the longest break I had taken since I returned to New York and my phone was buzzing continuously. I didn't dare check who was calling until I let the battery die and refused to charge it on purpose.I wanted to stay invincible, to pretend that none of these was real like the rest of the world was oblivious to my troubles.But I couldn't. This was my life now, and the most recent development in my personal hell was that Sean was slowly starting to notice.I mean, he doesn't know anything, I told myself as I typed on my keyboard but he had been spending a whole lot of time around me that he'd noticed my abnormal mood swings.I avoided him as well.It wasn't working, the meds were not working, and the painful throb in my head didn't seem to disappear, and the voices?They had grown a thousand times larger than the last, each louder than the other and making me sick to my stomach. I couldn’t remember anything about them and it terrified me.I w
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