Alpha Kaden’s torture part two... "No!" I weakly cry out. By this time, my pants are already off. He roughly penetrates me with his fingers, causing me immense pain as he moves rapidly and violently. "Sean was right, you are tight, so beautiful," he says as he adds more fingers, while I scream. My screams must have become loud enough that he covers my mouth with his hand. He removes his hands from inside me and proceeds to remove his trousers, still holding me down so I can't escape. I see his genitals, and my eyes widen. I don't want this. I want death, but not this kind of pain before I die. I wanted to leave this world with my dignity intact, the only thing I've been able to keep all these years. "Please, Williams," I beg as tears stream down my face. Just as I feel his genitals at the entrance, the door suddenly opens, falling to the ground, and an angry, half-transformed wolf emerges, throwing William away from me. "How dare you?" Alpha Kaden growls, shaking violently. "Sh

The Change . . . James led me to a room in the pack house, and when we entered, he kindly took the time to explain everything I needed to know about my stay there. He excused himself gently, but I couldn't help but notice the look of pity on his face as he closed the bedroom door. The sound of the door closing was the final blow, and the tears I had been holding back for so long finally descended. I collapsed on the floor of the room, hugging myself as I cried, not caring if anyone heard me as they passed by my door. Sleep eluded me, no matter how many times I tried to force myself into it. The bed was comfortable, even soft. The room itself was simple and welcoming. None of these factors were the cause of my sleeplessness. I was restless and anxious. My wolf was stirring inside of me, eager to come out, but I was afraid. I feared the pain that would accompany the transformation. It would be like the first time all over again. How was I going to deal with this? My father had b

The Silence part two ... "Louisiana!" Kaden boomed in his Alpha's tone, but his voice did nothing to me. Maybe I had indeed gone mad. If Hannah wasn't going to help me, I would find another way. There are millions of ways to die, aren't there? Maybe Kaden would be willing to help me, since he hated me so much. I released Hannah's coat and focused my attention on Kaden. "You don't want me, you hate me. Do it! Kill me! Spare me from this pain!" I cried. Kaden stared at me, dumbfounded. "Hannah, leave!" Kaden ordered. "But Alpha—" Hannah hesitated, but Kaden cut her off. "Now!" he yelled, and Hannah scurried out of the room. Then there were just the two of us. "Please, Alpha, please," I cried in desperation. "I can't," he said in a surprisingly calm voice. "Why? I am your torture, a reminder of your pain. I am the daughter of the man who killed your mate, your pup. I do not deserve mercy. Kill me!" "I can't," he responded again. I was disappointed. Why wouldn't he free me? Di

Life in the pack part two... "It is the only way, Alpha," Hannah said, as if pleading on my behalf. Was my life really worth saving to her? Or was it her nature and her career field that made her this way? Anytime now, Kaden would reject the idea, and he would say no. I closed my eyes, waiting for the word to come out. I waited a few seconds, but the words I had expected never came. Instead, its opposite did. "Yes, I will do it," he sounded, and it was like I was suddenly drenched with water. My eyes shot open immediately. "What?" I was deeply confused. Why was he doing this? "How soon do we get this done?" Kaden asked Hannah. "Soonest, Alpha. The full moon is in two days, and the shift would come naturally. You both must have been marked and mated before that time if we are going to save her wolf and her life," Hannah answered. "We will get it done tonight," Kaden announced, like it was the simplest thing to say in the world. Does my word not even matter in this? It is my ow

The Slightest Possibility . . . "I hadn't thought of the possibility, the slightest possibility, that I might be pregnant because I have been caught up in my own emotions and my own inner battles to have thought of it. I immediately placed my hands on my flat belly. This possibility was far from the slightest if Kaden had not used protection during our sexual encounter. Werewolves were far more fertile than humans. The full moon was already a day away, and werewolf females' hormones are heightened to prepare their bodies for mating. Mating done during the full moon always resulted in a child unless the female had difficulties. Days before the full moon, there was still a strong possibility of getting pregnant since we were still partly wired like human females and all mammals. I still menstruated, and then there was the heat. If I was yet with child because of the full moon, the heat came once a month for like three to four days, around the time a human female would ovulate. The