Lahat ng Kabanata ng A Trip To Hell : Kabanata 51 - Kabanata 60

Ayla's Pov:I looked at him as he was helping me to remove my sandals and also massaging both of my feets making me sigh at the feeling. I took a deep breathe while looking at the ceiling, to be honest in someway this side of him is affecting me so much and to top of it this pregnancy hormones is not at all helping. It's all over and messing with my head so bad. I'm craving for his attention even though I hate it my body and this shitty hormones are making it impossible to control it."Baby, take rest I'll get your soup" He said while heading towards our kitchen.I looked at him when I heard him, currently I'm at my 35th week and it's really hard for me to do anything. I'm getting tired so easily and my stomach looks so huge. It looks like as if I'm carrying twins the thought itself making me scared but thank god the doctor confirmed it saying it's not. Though it made me little happy about it however Arjun got upset saying he really wanted twins

Ayla's Pov:I blinked my eyes to not to let down the tears to fall, but those traitors tears kept welling up in my eyes. I clenched my jaw even if I tried so hard to not to let them fall, it's flowing continuosly. When I couldn't hold back anymore a sob left my mouth. After that I sobbed very hard holding my chest. I screamed and shouted while throwing the stuffs around. I breathed very hard as my lips quicker, the pain in my chest is hurting me more than any physical pain that I endured. Why? What did I did to deserve this? Just when I thought everything was going to be fine this has to happened. I rubbed my eyes and cheeks vigorously to clear those tears, I hiccupped when I tried to hold my cries. I shake my head negatively, I don't want to think about it. I closed my eyes in defeat who am I kidding that's the only thing keeps on running on my mind repeatedly.I sat down on the bed while putting my head on my hands. I hold my hairs in frustration screaming when those traitor tears

Recap to chapter 49:"Please Ayla, we beg you. We shouldn't have done that to you. Please believe us" they keep on repeating the same. What an irony! I was in the same situation once but no one believed me yet here they're asking for my forgiveness. I mean what's the use of trusting these people? Again they will do the same. They broke my trust and love I had for them into  million pieces. It's so damn hard for me at that time. I don't want to go through that pain again. If only they had believed me before I wouldn't have been in this situation.  "Mmm so?" I asked them not knowing what they want from me now.Ayla's Pov:They looked at me with disbelief filled eyes, when they heard me speaking nonchalantly. I so badly wanted to scoff at them like seriously what did they expected from me? My forgiveness?My friendship?My honesty?My trust?My love?Nah!! I can't give them t

Ayla's Pov: I furrowed my eyebrows after sighing looking at the message, "This guy will never stop" I muttered under my breathe as I shake my head in disbelief. I walked towards the window after closing the chat. Now what does he wants from me? Why all of a sudden he had to text me? I mean what else there to talk? He wasn't the guy I lov- I shake my head no Ayla don't go there. He wasn't the guy I liked. Yes, liked.I liked him that's it nothing else. Tears of betrayal ran down my cheeks I rubbed them away harshly. He doesn't deserve my tears. I can't forgive him for what he did. Till that day I saw him with Amrita I was carrying this guilt over me. It was so hard for me to move on. I tried so many times to make him believe me but he never once gave me a chance. To top of it it that... how could he do this me? It was so hard for me to forget him and his deeds. *Cling*I clenched my jaw when I heard another fucking notification sound. Why the fuck he can't leave me alone? I want to

Ayla's Pov:I took a deep breathe as I was finally out of that hell. Arjun only left after making sure I was safe with my brother. He had even helped me to sit on my brother's car."Where are we going?" Rio asked making me turned towards him. I don't know how and when he bought a car for himself nor that I remember him driving one... so much had happened and I was not at all aware of it. Life is a mess. "Hello, earth Mrs. Arjun" he waved his left hand infront of my face while driving. I took a deep breathe "just wanted to meet a friend before going to our house"Our house - that word now taste differently more specifically it's giving me a bitter feeling. "Oh ok who's that? Rags or Vani? I don't see the much nowadays" before I could answer him "Where are they now? I mean they're not coming to our house. Before they used to visit us even if you're not around. Now what happened" He asked me so many questions without le