Lahat ng Kabanata ng Conquer Her : Saga of making her mine: Kabanata 41 - Kabanata 50

Roxanne “I don't believe you." I shout. “I-I can't be pregnant." I cannot be pregnant. I don't want to be pregnant. What is he even talking about? I am sure he did that just to distract me. “Yes, you are, love." He grins through his water brimmed eyes. “We will become parents." He leaves my forearm and keeps his palm on my flat belly. “Our child is growing here." I shake my head. “You are pregnant and it has been three weeks." He says. I shake my head in denial. Is that why I didn't get my period this month? I never paid attention to my periods. He takes me in his arms bridal style. I mute him out as he orders something to the maid whom I haven't seen even once clearly. I look down at my bloodied palm. I clench it close and more blood starts seeping out from it. But I don't feel any pain. Should I keep clenching it? It will lead to blood loss and maybe I will be free from here, from him and this forsaken place that haunts me. I flutter my eyes towards my belly and caress it wit

Isaac Her body slums down on my thigh as she finally falls unconscious, her hair cascades down on the floor. My hand circled her figure. Her face paled and lacked the glow which I always used to see on her. The fierceness which her face always adored lacked. With a trembling hand I remove the strands of her unruly hair sticking on her face. She looked so broken and lifeless. Suddenly a tear drops on her chin, more follows them as I cry silently. I pull her closer to me and hug her tightly. My hands tighten around her as I wail on her unconscious shoulder. “What have I done?" I whisper in the silence of the room. “What did I do?" I clench my eyes shut. My chest vibrates as a full blown sob escapes my lips. With trembling limbs I get up with her in my arms, bridal style. And as soon as I take a step ahead I stagger and fall on my knees. My hands instantly tightened around her protectively. My legs were immovable and hard to move. I wiped away my tears as my sight got hazy.

Roxanne I step out of the car and look in front. A huge mansion stands before me. A bigger mansion than back on the island. I feel a presence beside me. “This will be your home. Isn't it pretty?" Roma says. I look at her. Her eyes are already on me. I have seen how much she smiles. Her face always adores a bright and joyful look. “I don't want to live in this mansion." I say. I can't live alone in this big mansion. I don't want to feel what I had felt in that mansion. “Why?" She asked. She was expecting this from me. I could say that from her facial expression. “Because I don't want to live alone in this big mansion." I say. I still can feel the horror of those days. A shudder passes through me. And I am sure Isaac is not coming today and that means I will have to live alone in this mansion. “Just forget it." I say after a thought. It's not like I will remain awake and they will do whatever their boss wants. They will just turn a blind eye to my pleas. “You misunderstoo

Roxanne Where did leven go? I walk towards the inner side of the mansion in search of Leven. I left him for a few minutes and he ran away. I swear I am going to give him a severe punishment this time. I bypass the kitchen but still abruptly when I hear a particular name being uttered by a woman. Instantly I plastered my back on the wall beside the door of the kitchen and perked my ears towards the open doors to hear them clearly. “What do you mean by that?" A woman says. It's not the voice of the maid who uttered that name. “Hush, talk slowly." The one that uttered that name says. Her voice distressed. “We will be punished if sir came to know that we were gossiping about him during working hours." I clench my palm. “As I was saying…." She turns even more quiet. I step closer towards the door and lean closer, sticking my ear closer to the door, trying to hear whatever she is saying. “my sister who works in sir's mansion told me that it's a disaster there." Does sir mean h

Roxanne My phone pinges with a notification. Instantly I strike for it. I grab it and see the message of Pierson. With bated breath I opened it. ‘Watch the news.’ The message quoted.I started looking for the remote. I get irritated when I don't find it anywhere. Being impatient I start thrashing the room. Leven steps away from me. I find the remote in the drawer of the night stand. I clench the remote. I had bought Pierson back at the mansion and in the confines of the room I had let her make a video of me revealing each and everything. Unlike in the past, this time I didn't hide anything. I told each and everything. It was hard at first. Every word uttered by me made me relive those moments once again. It was like I was living them again, struggling every breath as every pain and fear resurfaced. With every word I found myself struggling in that mansion. When I was finished I felt as if some burden had been lifted off of me. It was like I could breathe again. The pain an