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“Jane, please. She’s still your mother. Don’t speak to her in that manner,” Henry said and I shot him a very stern glare.“And who do you think you are to tell me how to treat my mother?!” I asked him angrily and just then my baby woke up.“You see? This baby is supposed to be asleep but this witch of a woman just came here and destroyed everything! Who asked you to go to my baby’s room?!” I shouted at her and soon my baby started crying.“Agh!! Fuck you!” I shouted and stomped my feet all the way to the bedroom where my baby slept.I started rocking the child and started tearing up as well. I was extra emotional even after giving birth and now my mother was here to make things bad for me. Luckily, my child fell asleep fast and I carefully dropped him in his cradle and turned on his favorite sleep sound, and I watched him sleep for a couple of minutes. When I was satisfied, I walked carefully out the door and quietly shut the door before walking back to the living room where I saw m

The next few days were hell for me as I kept dreaming terrible dreams and I missed my baby so much!Henry on his own was all night every night having countless sleepless nights just in a bid to find the kidnappers.My mind often wondered and raced to who would actually want to do that to me. My actual family members wouldn’t want that and from my history with people, my gym instructor may want me dead because he lied to me about having childrenMy mind often wondered about Rick and how he was caring. I had no idea because he never reached out to me. I tried to pick up my phone many times just to tell him that I was not okay and my child was missing but Henry insisted that we had no phones and no internet connection at certain times in the housesIn the house, you may ask? I moved into one of my proprieties with Henry and it has been hell for me.I didn’t seem to like anything about the house from the door handle to the furniture to the stupid wall gecko in the kitchen! I couldn’t han

“Baby… relax okay? I understand how you feel completely. And I don’t expect you to believe me but I do. I feel your pain and it breaks me to see you this way everyday. We can work this out,” he said and that actually made me a little bit calm.I took in a deep breath and breathed out again, looking around me as though someone else was in the room asides us.I didn’t know why but it just felt really weird, my surroundings. I felt like I was constantly watched. The doctor said it was PTSD and it was going to stop and I believed him but it was slowly driving me nuts.“I have to be strong for my baby,” I muttered lowly to myself while Henry bowed his head watching me. I knew it broke him but I couldn’t help it.“What are your men saying? Any progress?” I asked in anticipation while he shook his head sadly.My heart broke for the umpteenth time knowing that some crazy people were with my child and there was nothing I could do about it.I was sitting on the couch, sipping my cup of juice an

“Oh my goodness, what do you mean catching feelings for him? I can’t believe you said that,” I said, slightly annoyed but very angry on the inside. I was rubbing my forehead with my hand, trying to calm my nerves down, but it wasn’t working. I swear, if he had said anything more to aggravate me, I would explode. Literally.“I’m just saying, women are never to be trusted, especially when it comes to relationships and stuff like that. And it’s not just a relationship. You were once married to this man,” he said. He looked at me with a cold and accusing stare. Even Rick couldn’t look at me like that, because he didn’t have a reason to. And I wasn’t going to take it from him, especially when we were in the middle of something and he probably had a hand in it.“Look, I am a woman. I am Jane. And I am delusional. I love you to stupor. I don’t care about any other relationship I had in the past with any man. I don’t care about any marriage I had in the past with any man. What I care about ri

“Oh no, Henry, you did not just do that to me,” I said to him angrily. He had just hung up the phone after talking to someone who claimed to have our son. He had refused to tell me who it was or where we were going.He rolled his eyes and sighed. Then he removed his hands from his chin and placed them on my lap. “Look, relax, okay? We’re going to meet your ex-husband, but this is the location they asked us to come to and that’s where we’re going,” he said.I breathed a sigh of relief. I thought he didn’t trust me. I guess I was being a little bit paranoid, but still, everyone around me was a suspect, including Henry. He was already acting a little bit shady and I didn’t want anything to happen to me before I could even get a chance to save my son. But the road that we were taking was not even the way to my ex-husband’s house, so that was what made me very confused.“Why did he change his location or something? I mean, he didn’t used to live around here before,” I said, looking around