Semua Bab The Russian Don: A Dark Mafia Romance: Bab 31 - Bab 40

Julianna’s Pov:-I always get infuriated because of him. How does he do that to me? I can’t understand. I wish I could just hit him hard in the head and throw all my anger out at him. “Argh…” I groaned while throwing a punch in the air, I sighed deeply, throwing myself on the bed and staring at the ceiling. I pulled my lower lip with a small smile appeared on my face as my mind flashed the image of me sitting on his lap. I shook my head and rushed into the bathroom. ***Days went on, “Well, it had been days since we came here now,” Vanessa said while looking at Penelope.“But, just one day Venn,” She requested,“Lorenzo has some important business back in Los Angeles, Pen, we have to leave,” she said,She sighed with a sad look, “Okay,”“Don’t worry, we will keep visiting often,” She smiled while looking at us.***I would miss Vanessa and Milly so much; I had grown close to both of them. Vanessa had been a good friend to me, she’s a nice woman with a kind nature and her daughter

I checked if someone was there before climbing onto the yacht, it was beautiful and quite big. I was in a hurry and I didn’t want to get caught so I made it quick. I walked inside the yacht and made my way to the backside of it which is the Crew quarters. I carefully crossed the engine room and entered the Crew quarters. I hear something moving behind me, my heart began pounding against my ribcage, I stilled and my breathing went rapid, I swallowed hard and began praying to god.I slowly turned back and saw nothing, the sound was made by the wind. I sighed deeply while placing a hand over my chest, “Thank god, it’s nothing,” I muttered before turning back.There were multiple rooms but some of them were locked, I chose the unlocked last room and rushed inside it. It was a cosy place, it had a soft bed, beside it a desk and cupboard.I opened the cupboard and placed my bag inside and locked it. I wish I would come here on time and everything goes according to plan. I wanted to stay he

“Vanessa,” I sighed and looked at my feet, I noticed the crew members leaving the room and closing the door behind. Vanessa sat beside me and took my hand in hers, “Please, You can tell me,” As soon as she said that, I couldn’t stop tears streaming down my eyes. I hugged her and began sobbing, I let all my sorrow out. I was holding everything inside and I was at the edge. I couldn’t control myself anymore. “I can’t,” I sobbed, “Julia, It’s okay,” She said while rubbing my back, soothing my sorrow. I kept crying, the pain inside was so damn intense that it tore me up from inside out. I made myself like a vessel and stored my pain in it but I guess not everything could be stored inside like that. Vanessa let me cry my heart out before asking me to tell her what happened and I couldn’t stop myself from telling her. “I...I was kidnapped by Nikolai after we met by accident in San Francisco,” I said, “What?” she said in shock and disbelief. “Yes, we had a little fight and he kid

It had been a week since she escaped from the mansion, I was feeling reckless knowing that she left because of me, because of my behaviour. I had been blaming myself and I don’t know what else to do. She’s out there, running away from me like always. I want to see her and know if she’s okay or not?From the moment Pen told me that she escaped from the mansion, I felt some kind of fear inside. All my life, whoever I had been close with has left me and I was left alone. My mother, I loved her and wanted to be with her but I couldn’t. She left me with a selfish monster, who didn’t even care about me. Lorenzo left me after the death of Romulus and Millina, thinking that I was part of their death but in truth, I wasn’t. He hated me for years. Only after Vanessa came into our life, he began speaking to me. I couldn’t lose him again, I fell in love with his wife and wanted to be with her but she left me for him. All those years, I felt lonely. After Julianna left, I felt it again and I

Chapter 38I don’t know what I will do if I see him in person, of course, I can’t do anything but I wish I did something to him. I want to hurt him but also I don’t want to. I don’t know why I feel so lost and hurt by his actions.He’s a heartless monster, I knew this from the first day I was there, I was stupid to even fall for him and let him have his way with me. I was so stupid. I hate myself for even thinking about him. I don’t know, what to do.I got up from the bed and strolled towards my bag. I opened the zipper and searched for the photo which I had been saving for years. It was the only I have and had to keep it safe. “Greyson,” I muttered while tears began rolling in my eye, I touched his face and tears began streaming down my eyes, I couldn’t stop them. “I miss you, Grey,” I sobbed looking at his picture, “I just… I just can’t,” Greyson Williams was my best friend; I love him so much. He was the only person who never judged me and compared me with my sister at that tim