Nari The minute we stepped into King Tynan’s office my Lycan surged forward catching me off guard . Kurats grip on my hand tightened as I tried to take a step towards the stranger that was looking at me with such emotions . My Lycan is howling in my head and keeps repeating something I can't quite make out, especially over the sound of my heart beating so loudly in my ears . I would be lying if I said I could hear anyone around us , and I have no idea how long we stood staring at each other . The man sitting beside this other man places a hand on the one my Lycan is so focused on , she lets a rip of warning come from her as the man snatches his hand back . I hear a familiar laugh of my mate and I hold on to that and try to draw myself forward pushing my Lycan back . The man stands up and I get startled enough to pull her right back gaining control of my body once again . As I look between everyone I feel myself seeking the comfort of my mate . The minute the Queen wraps me in he

King Ezekiel Years , years I mourned the loss of my daughter , of my mother along with the guilt . I brought that whore into our lives . I shut my Lycan away , dealing with his grief as well as my own was crippling . I wasn't strong enough and due to that my younger brother, my only living relative, stepped up and did his best to run our kingdom and pack . I shut myself away , refused to see anyone or go anywhere . How my people survived is a miracle in its own right . Kendrick never gave up on me , on the kingdom , our people and he never gave up on his niece, my daughter . The day Kendrick returned from Tynan’s pack with news of the possibility he had found my daughter after all these years , I won't lie I thought he was mistaken . Humouring him we spoke to Tynan and left the next day . I had refused to allow hope back into my heart until I laid eyes on her myself . My Lycan had not surfaced for many years and i understood his reasons , i was merely surviving not living . T

Nari I still don't feel like this is real , me ,I Nari have a family . I have a father and an uncle who actually want me . The whole heir to a Kingdom has me a bit worried , until i met Kurat i didn't even have a bedroom to myself . I am excited to go see Ezekiel’s Kingdom but understanding my safety is the most important thing . I smile to myself as my Lycan scoffs in my head , she can plenty take care of us in her eyes . She really is funny and slightly unhinged but I love her , I love that I will never be alone again . She has been sad as Ezekiel and Kendrik are going home today and she has gotten used to seeing them . I promised her we will see them soon , we just need to make sure no one can hurt us . Rolling her eyes at me she slinks off to the back of my mind . I can't help but smile at her . I almost jumped out of my skin when Kurat wrapped his arms around me from behind. I was so busy talking with my Lycan I didn't even hear him entering the room . “What's the matter

Nari The excitement that my Lycan felt was a far cry from the guilt I felt . I know these wolves were sent to kill but watching the light leave their eyes is something I don't think I will ever get used to . My Lycan on the other hand killed without remorse , she killed with a bloodlust and excitement i dont think ill ever understand . Kurat walked by my side quietly allowing me to work through what was going on in my head , with the added support of holding my hand offered . He never used the bond to calm me or take the pain away and for this I was grateful . This was my burden to carry , my Lycan kept rolling her eyes at me . She really was wild , she had said she will never apologise for keeping our mate and pack safe . This I understand , but still need to work through this . I am so lost in thought I walk straight into Kurat. I hadn't noticed he had stopped , before I could say anything his voice came into my mind . ‘Stay alert little wolf , we aren't alone . Get ready to

NariIt’s been three days and even though my Lycan has come back once the wolfsbane was out of my system , there is no word on my mate . If one more person tells me that Kurat is strong i will fucking rip them apart . I haven't left our room and when I do I have one of his huge hoodies on , keeping me wrapped in his scent . My Lycan is angry with me for not doing anything but seriously what exactly can i do i am weak . ‘I swear to the Goddess herself if you don't snap out of this I will take over . You are not weak go to our father and Mama they can help you’ My Lycan says sounding more exasperated than anything else . I stand up from our bed and walk slowly to the door , wrapping my arms around myself. I open the door and step out , my guards are stationed outside , they bow to me and I return the gesture . “Your majesty , would you like to go somewhere?” The guard from my fathers pack asks . I offer him a smile.“I would like to see Ezekiel , do you know where he is?” I ask , he