The next morning Zara texted Sebastian after packing her bags.‘I will come to the island on Wednesday as my boss granted me leave from then. I am coming with my friend and we already booked our tickets’It's night in Sebastian’s place so Zara have to wait till evening to get his reply. She spent her day absent minded in the office. She applied for a week’s leave and her boss granted her leave because she completed her previous task successfully.“What do you want to eat?”Meredith asked when she saw Zara going into her room after watching TV for three hours continuously. She looked so lost or maybe sad. She wanted to ask why she is sad but held back because Zara is not good at expressing her worries and it’s their fault as parents.They never asked their children about their thoughts or problems and Zara got used to being that way. She tries to solve her problems by her own.Meredith always felt guilty for not being with her kids when they needed her. She never supported them emotion

Sebastian sat on the sofa in the private chamber with impatience written all over his face. He rubbed his face, tired of waiting and stepped out to take fresh air when he spotted Zara walking towards him.She seemed reluctant but her friend dragged her forcefully. Zara is tugging at Paula’s hand not to take her to Sebastian and she is still a bit scared because she provoked him and he will definitely make her suffer.Sebastian can hear his own heart beat when he saw her walking towards him in floral calf length frock. Her waist length hair is tied in a loose ponytail. She is gorgeous, even more beautiful than she was two years ago.He wished to hold her in his arms and clenched his fists fighting the urge to run towards her. He thought he’s strong enough to restrain himself but all his defences were in vain after seeing her. He went inside holding his chest to calm his breathing.“What happened? Are you okay?”Simon asked eyeing at Sebastian’s weird behaviour but Sebastian gestured hi

Zara lowered her head sadly. He didn’t love her otherwise why would he be silent. So this is all just his infatuation and attraction. She read too many thoughts from his gestures.“See! You don’t love me, why waste your time?”Even though her heart is shattering into pieces she managed to speak. Paula held her shoulder after seeing her defeated look. Sebastian frowned and lifted her head looking straight into her eyes coldly.“I don’t know about my feelings for you but I am hopeless without you. My body only craves you. You said not to hold onto our past and I tried for two years to forget about you. I dated many girls but none made me stay and stick to them. All I want is you. I want you to hold me in your arms Sunshine”“So you want my body”Zara chided him slapping his hands from her cheeks.“Seriously! This is what you understood from my words”Sebastian was amazed at her brain functioning. He poured his heart out and confessed what he felt but she is thinking about sex. Of course

Zara didn’t open her eyes and tears fell from her cheeks continuously. She really hated him now. Did he ever care about her feelings?She is the one to blame. She shouldn’t have helped him back then, shouldn’t have slept with him, shouldn’t have called him after knowing about the song.Sebastian pulled back his head when he sensed her sobs. He adjusted her leg around his waist before touching her cheeks. He kissed her tears away making her eyes open.He kissed her forehead and sighed grunting as he felt her clenching again.“Fuck! Stop doing that”He scolded gritting his teeth. Zara stared at him innocently. What did she do now? Looking at her face who didn’t have a clue about what’s happening he chuckled panting.She was so tight and sensitive. He knew she never had sex with anyone if yes she would’ve dodged him when he wanted to enter her. Experienced people would definitely know when to avoid penetration.“I am glad you never had sex with anyone”Sebastian smiled nudging her nose.

When they reached their room Paula opened the door with her room card. As soon as they stepped inside Zara collapsed on the floor crying hard.Paula got scared to see Zara and hugged her to her chest trying to console her.“What happened Zara? Talk to me. Did he do anything?”Paula rubbed Zara’s back and asked her in concern. Zara didn’t answer her but wailed loudly shaking her head.“I am a bad person. I betrayed my family, I am a bad person Paula. How can I face my dad? I am scared. Please tell me, what should I do?”Zara cried hard covering her face with her hands. Paula saw red marks on Zara’s wrists and hickeys on her neck. She fumed with anger and held Zara’s shoulders.“Did he force you Zara?”Zara shook her head wiping her tears. She didn’t want to make a scene now. Paula will definitely fight with Sebastian if she knew what happened to her. She didn’t want to talk to him or see him. All she wanted was to leave this place.“Then what are these?”Paula shouted pointing at her w