Chapter 72As Noah sat there, utterly confused and wrapped in Myla’s warm embrace, he felt a trickle of emotions like a long-forgotten melody slowly resurfacing. Small fragments of his memory dripped into his brain, trying to piece themselves together. Noah stopped trying to move, instead focused on joining the missing puzzle pieces together.He furrowed his brows and tightly shut his eyes as they were escaping him. ‘No, don’t go’, he thought.Bits and pieces of he and…Myla’s shared moments flickered before him; a laughter filled picnic in the forest. The sparkle in her eyes as they watched the stars and countless conversations that had woven their souls together. He knew her. He loved her. She might not have been his mate but he realized he would lay his life down for her. Why was that?Why was he in love with two women at the same time? Why did he have the same feeling for the both of them at once?He felt his chest do something strange and looked down to see that it was faintly glo

Chapter 74"Wh-what? What the fuck did you just say?", Myla said, her ears ringing as the high of what they just did came crashing down. She could understand if he said he didn’t love her, after all he didn’t have his memories, but calling it a mistake?!"I lost control, wear your clothes”, Noah said, buttoning up his shirt with a stony face. “I would have apologized but you seemed to enjoy it so no harm, no foul", he said coldly."What the fuck Noah!", Myla yelled, her eyes stinging, what was he insinuating?"I don't love you, I've never loved you, I will never love you, this…this was a moment of weakness for me, it will never happen again. Now do you want your lunch or no", he ended casually, he was fully clothed now.Myla shook her head repeatedly. No, this wasn’t her Noah, Noah would never say something so awful. Her heart was on fire and she resisted the urge to clutch her scantily clad chest to try soothing it."You're not the Noah I know! When did you become so cruel?", she sai

Chapter 76Myla bit her lip, she was slightly nervous. She was here on pure instinct alone. She hadn't asked her mother for any advice before coming, she didn't even know what he'd be feeling at the point she knocked."What the fuck?", Noah asked, his brows furrowed and his mouth twitching in a half snarl."At least let me finish my coffee, you really are a horrible host", Myla said a little seriously. The first time he brought her to his home more than two years ago, he just left her to her own devices. He really needed to change his hosting tactics."You…you….you…""Yes, me me me, what do you want from me?", Myla asked with a lilt to her voice. After careful consideration and brain churning, she came to the conclusion that Noah was hiding something. Their…affair was far too intimate for someone that didn't care.He looked scandalized, like he couldn't fathom where she got the audacity to talk to him like this in his own home. Frankly even she didn't know where."You're courting deat

Chapter 78Noah settled into the bean bag in the living room. He had no idea how he'd convince her to hate him, especially not when he had his memories back."I have rogue blood running through my veins", he deadpanned. Better to rip off the band-aid at once.Myla gasped, not properly settled into her chair before she launched herself up."What? Your parents were rogues?", She asked in fear. Noah squinted slightly. It seemed she was disgusted by rogues. It would be easier to get her to hate him than he realized. His heart twinged in sadness."Not were, they still are. Let's just say my father is making new rogues with poison. And I was bombarded with the poison, so I'm a rogue, and will probably go insane soon", he said casually, like seeing every expression that flitted across her face wasn't making his heart shatter.Myla looked to her lap as she sat. She stayed silent for what seemed like minutes."Is there a way to get the poison out?", She asked shakily."Death", he said in a low

Chapter 80Myla's eyes filled with understanding, she reached out to Noah, her heart aching for him. He looked guilty, and she could see the self hatred swimming in his eyes.Noah's usually unyielding facade was crumbling, he didn't hesitate. With a mixture of vulnerability and longing, he pulled her closer, nestling his face in her hair. He pulled her close, and she could feel the tremors coursing through him as his arms enveloped her. It was Myla who had initiated this hug, and she did it with the profound awareness of how deeply Noah had been affected.She could feel his ragged breath against her shoulder, and she ran her fingers gently through his hair, soothing him with her touch. It had been a night of chaos and fear, and Myla knew that Noah had been shaken to his core. Noah had lost control and bitten her. He had sealed their fates without being able to soothe the terrifying pain Myla felt as his teeth sank into her skin.It had been a moment of sheer terror, and Myla's heart h