**Eliana Pov**I am starting to think Zia was right. Bringing my wall a little lower was a good Idea. I feel happy these days. Jace has been good to me. His kisses are exceptional. We do that a lot. Now I have a feeling my body is trying to betray me. It wants more of him. His scent is so calming.We have been on three dates already. Which was wonderful. We are now officially dating. What I need to do next is introduce Jace to my only reason for happiness. Amelia. She needs to know.It's Monday and Amelia just left for school. Their school bus picked her up five minutes ago. I am about to leave. I don't want to miss the second bus. If I do, I have to wait 10 more minutes before the next one comes. Two minutes left, I hurried out of the house. I locked the door and turned to leave. What I saw surprised me."Jace!?" I questioned myself.Jace was outside my house, leaning on his rented car. I tried to make him return the car but he insisted. In fact, he paid for months, but refused to

**Eliana Pov**This is the first time i made the first move in our make out session. I was hesitant at first but the way Jace responded, gave me more courage.Our make out session was really heated. Remembering Amelia was just a room away from the sitting room, and she being a light sleeper made me slow down. Things almost got out of hand. Gosh! I wished it did.Jace and I slept on the couch together. How we were able to get a sound sleep in such a small space, I do not know. But we did. Cuddled up. It's been a very long time since I had a goodnight rest like I did last night. And a great start of the following day by another passionate make out session.Jace dropped me at work and went home. I have been smiling like a fool all day at work.On our way to my work place, Jace asked me to be his plus one to a charity event he will be attending this weekend. He said it is important to him I should be there. There is also something that he has to tell me, but it has to be there during the

**Eliana Pov**I came back from work 30 minutes ago. Lucky for me, I was able to switch shifts with one of my co-workers, Aliyah. I still have an hour before Jace arrives. It's almost time for the charity event Jace invited me to. I am not sure I got enough sleep last night. I was curious about whatever it is that Jace wants to tell me tomorrow at the charity event.At the same time, after several denial and acceptance in my head, I finally accept that I am in love with Jace. I have been trying to deny it for a while now, but I can't help it anymore. I just have to let him know that I am in love with him.Maybe confessing my feelings would even make me feel better. "Yes it definitely will." I said to myself.I am contemplating between two dresses on which one to wear. There is this off the shoulder emerald green gown. It is floor length, with a one side slit that goes an inch above my knee. Then there is the second one. Red long gown, with like 3 inches long trail to sweep the whole

**Eliana Pov**From the event hall, I don't know how I was able to make it home. My vision was blurry because of the pain I felt.But here I am. In my house. On the floor. In the dark. I feel a little better staying in the dark. It resembles my current state. Nothing is clear.I thought I could never get hurt beyond what Axel made me go through all those years. But here I am feeling way more lost than I did almost six years ago.I approached him and the lady he was with after their photo was taken. I was shocked with the way he acted. He did as if everything was normal between us. As if he did not leave me on graduation day stranded, pregnant and heart broken. The least he could do was to ask about the child. But who am I kidding! He left me because of the pregnancy.I thought Jace was different. He turned out to be just like Axel. Maybe even worse. Because my Amelia has gotten too comfortable around him. He has lied to both of us. He has broken two hearts.What am I going to tell Ame

**Eliana Pov**I am currently getting ready to go and meet Jace at the diner we had dinner all together sometime ago. Maybe he deserves a listening ear. Amelia has been showing concern in her own way. Always clingy and cuddly. She kept asking "mummy why are you sad?" I will put up my best pretend smile and respond to her that I am not. I was just having a headache. But it will go soon if I get enough rest.I hope it does go away.It kept happening for a while before she agreed that I was having a headache.I hope meeting Jace now will help me get over it all.My life in my old town was something I had decided to forget. Now that all these are happening, it feels like my old life is what is playing back again. The unfortunate events that took place made it all come back to me with vivid pictures and feelings. Although that made it easier for me to talk about it without breaking down.I finally shared my whole story with Zia. How my father married another woman after my mother's pas