Rejecting My Lycan Mate のすべてのチャプター: チャプター 41 - チャプター 50

　　Madeline’s POV　　Two more weeks and I could leave this pack. Two more weeks and I would never have to see Janet’s face anymore. Two more weeks and I would never have to hear her calling me a little orphan anymore.　　Things got a little bit better after Alpha Dimitri moved in. Janet hit me only twice since then and it wasn’t hard enough to leave any marks. Her insults never stopped, though. She would use every opportunity she had to insult me and tell me that she would get rid of me the first chance she got. Savannah wasn’t around ever since she had her pup. She was in some sort of jail and Alpha Dimitri was trying to find the pup’s father. Janet visited her all the time and she would always come back with a message from Savannah. It was always something about me taking away her pup’s father and her getting her revenge. I had a hard time understanding what the hell she meant by that, but I didn’t really care. Only two more weeks and none of it would matter. I would be gone and I would

　　Madeline’s POV　　My head was killing me.　　I’d never drank that much before and I swore that I would never do it again. The throbbing pain in my head definitely wasn’t worth it.　　“Morning, sleepyhead,” I heard someone say and I froze.　　Who the hell…　　And then I remembered.　　Alpha Dimitri took me home last night. He put me in my bed. Why was he still here?　　I opened my eyes and looked to my left. Alpha Dimitri was sitting at my desk, looking through a bunch of papers. He glanced up at me and smiled.　　“How is your head?” he asked, making me furrow my eyebrows.　　Why was he here?　　“Fine,” I lied as I sat up in bed.　　Alpha Dimitri looked up at me and raised an eyebrow. He stood up and approached the bed. My heart was hammering in my chest. I had no idea why I was so nervous around him. He sat down and took my hand in his.　　“I know when you are lying, Maddie,” he said softly. “I know you.”　　A shiver went up and down my spine. Why did his words make me feel so good? Why did I wan

　　Madeline’s POV　　“I am so excited,” Seth said, making me look up at him.　　He had a huge smile on his face and it made me happy. I liked seeing him happy.　　“You are more excited than I am,” I chuckled as I looked back down at the counter and continued wiping it.　　“Of course I am,” Seth said as he approached me. “I will finally know for sure if you are my mate.”　　I felt nervousness wash over me. I was planning on leaving tomorrow. I didn’t want to find my mate.　　Seth ran his fingers through my hair and I looked up at him. He smiled and caressed my cheek.　　“Are you nervous?” he asked and I nodded.　　“A little,” I said. “But I am excited to meet my wolf.”　　Seth smiled and leaned against the counter.　　“I am excited to meet her too,” he said as he crossed his arms over his chest. “She will be amazing, just like you are.”　　I felt heat rush to my cheeks. I shook my head and looked back down at the counter.　　“How will you celebrate your birthday?” Seth asked. “Jasper thinks that we

　　Madeline’s POV　　“You need to shift, my love,” Alpha Dimitri said softly. “We have all the time in the world to hold each other close.”　　He smiled and took a small step back.　　I couldn't focus on my wolf. I couldn't focus on anything else other than him.　　I was in complete shock. I felt like my heart was going to jump out of my chest. The pain paralyzed me completely. I made my decision, but I was too weak and too scared to tell him.　　I couldn't be his mate.　　He was my step-brother. His mother and my father were mates. His mother verbally and sometimes even physically abused me for months. The woman who almost became his mate helped her. Everything and everyone was against us.　　I didn’t want to stay in this pack from the moment I came here. I didn’t want to stay with the man who left me and my mom. I didn’t want to be around the woman who hated me from the first time she saw me.　　I already loved my mate and I would love him until I took my last breath, but I couldn't stay. I c

　　Madeline’s POV　　Janet was going to kill me.　　I was sure of it.　　She hated me from the start because she knew I was her son’s mate. She didn’t think that I was good for her son so she tried to get rid of me. She tried to make him take another she-wolf as his mate. She lied to her own son just because she didn’t like me.　　Pain spread through my body when I remembered Savannah. She tried to take my mate from me. She lied to him. She tried to make him take her as his chosen mate. She lied to him about her pup.　　My stomach twisted and I tried to take a deep breath.　　I always wondered why Janet hated me so much and now I knew the answer. She didn’t think I was good enough for her son.　　And she was right. I wasn’t good enough.　　But how could I leave him? How could I go when I was in pain just thinking about not touching him and not feeling him in my arms? How could I leave the pack and never see him again?　　Skye howled loudly. Her pain became my pain and every emotion inside my bod