Semua Bab The Lycan’s Secret Bride: Weak to Strong: Bab 111 - Bab 120

SIENNAI tried to keep it together. I really did. But the last thing that sent me over the precipice was when I watched him kiss her on the staircase. They claimed to have nothing going on and yet he fucking kissed her. I watched as Tamara looked at him with love in her eyes. Was it love, adoration, or something else entirely? I couldn't put a name to it. Putting a name to it would make me feel nauseous. But it was too late. I already felt nauseous. My head was already spinning, my wolf was already breaking apart and all I could think of was not cracking into two. I didn’t want to crack open and crumble, shattering in the dark abyss of insanity. Something inside of me was withering, dying, crashing, and burning, and all I could think about was how intense the pain I was feeling was. “You're going to be okay,” I felt the need to tell myself over and over again, but it meant that I was a pathetic liar. I would be lying that any of it made sense. My gaze seemed transfixed on the scene

SIENNA“Don't do this. Don't leave with him,” Sylvester said. I could hear the plea in his voice as his gaze traveled between Benjamin and I. His eyes darkened as they landed on Benjamin. I was convinced that any minute from now, he was going to murder Benjamin. I closed my eyes as the pounding in my head seemed to have gotten even more pronounced. My head was spinning and all I wanted to do was get out of this place.Maybe Clara could find her way home if she was so insistent on staying at this stupid party, anyway. As for me, there was no use in remaining here. This place had nothing to offer me. I had seen enough. More than enough, even, and maybe with time, I would learn to come to terms with the fact that we couldn't be together just like I hoped we would be. “You have to get it together,” I muttered to myself under my breath. “Sienna,” Sylvester called out my name again but this time, I was able to muster the courage not to look at him. I let Benjamin clutch my hand and guid

SIENNAEach slide of his fingers left me trembling. My body couldn't help but arch upwards as he trailed his fingers up my thighs. Nothing but gibberish escaped my mouth and I knew for the life of me that I wasn't exactly making sense. I shivered as he pressed a kiss against my inner thigh. My eyes fluttered close. I could feel myself floating high, and nothing could have prepared me for the feel of his lips against my core.The swipe of his tongue was warm against my wet heat. I inhaled and then exhaled. Nothing could prepare me for the intense burst of pleasure that traveled through me. My fingers became lost in his hair as I clutched it tightly, pulling slightly on some strands as I did so. For some reason, I was unable to let go. Somehow, the feel of his warm tongue against my heat was the only thing that was keeping me sane. I couldn't exactly think of anything else. I was breathless, and I was positive that I was going to explode very soon. “Ben.” His name left my mind in a so

SIENNAMy heart raced frantically within my chest. When I looked down at my body, I heaved a sigh of relief because I could see that I was no longer bare. I had a shirt and a pair of shorts on. I closed my eyes and sighed. “How did you even get into my room?” I asked, raising an eyebrow at him. I was beyond exhausted, and I wasn't sure that I had the strength to argue. At least the thudding in my head had reduced to a minimal level and right now, I no longer felt the need to throw up. Hopefully, when I finally decided to have a meal, then I would eat and I really hoped that the food would stay down. “I can smell him all over you!” Sylvester growled and raised an eyebrow back at me. I noticed how his fists were clenched at the sides, and I could feel the intensity of the anger that radiated through him. A part of me wanted to be petty and say that he deserved whatever he was feeling. I was convinced that it was nothing compared to the way that I was feeling, though. I could feel th

SIENNASo many emotions coursed through me that I didn't know which exact one to pinpoint, and they overwhelmed me so much that I couldn't even come up with the right word to say that would have made sense at this moment. I was breathless and speechless at the same time. My palms were clammy with sweat and I could feel a fluttering sensation in my stomach. It wasn't as intense as when I was with Sylvester but I couldn't just ignore the fact that it was there. It was there and I couldn't do anything about it.“So how long were you planning on putting yourself through the torture of being locked inside your room?” he asked, smiling slightly as he raised a brow at me. He was right. I couldn't stay in my room for long. The thought of not occupying my mind with something had made me almost go crazy and yet I did it just so that I could avoid him. I did it just so that I could avoid Sylvester too.“Don't do that,” I said, narrowing my eyes at him.“Don't do what?” he questioned, shooting