Lahat ng Kabanata ng The Psychopath's Obsession : Kabanata 1 - Kabanata 10

MILDA CAN still remember the man's face yesterday. It still lingers on her head. She's distracted because she can't forget how handsome and gorgeous he is. That's the first time that she praised a man, even tho it's in her head.She's a nerd so it's understandable that she's not affected how handsome or beautiful a person is. Just work, money, work and money. That's all. So Milda's wondering why she can't trash the man's face! Damn, even his scent, she can still smell him! I must be hungry! Milda thought.It's lunch and as usual, no vacant sit for her. Sometimes she's assuming that their doing that on purpose so that they will not eat having her around. That's how disgusted and mad they are to her.I even didn't do anything bad...This is how human nature works, if your physical appearance doesn't look too appealing for the people around you, theg will judge and hurt you. They will look at you with judgement like you did a very bad thing to them to the point that they will hate you to

I THOUGHT that someone's just making fun of me.Yesterday I received another box, it's when I'm watering the plant in front of my apartment. There's many pictures inside... And I'm afraid.Why would someone make fun of me by sending me those things?It's kinda frustrating because I don't even know if the sender is a girl or man. If it's old or just my age. It's fucking stressful.I messed my hair and release a sigh. Mountain of folders is in front of me, and that's because of Monica.Sometimes I think of resigning but when I thought about my goal to save a lot of money for my future, it burns something from me, the fire envelop my whole being and it will give me a new patience to go on with my life and be human, even when I'm receiving an animal treatment.They're chilling while I'm the one suffering because of their works. I can't do anything to complain, I'm afraid to get kick out off this company.This company is the only one who hired me despite of my appearance… but I didn't know

Horrible...Scary...Frustrating...I don't know what to feel anymore. Am I really funny to make fun of me all the time?Am I not acceptable?Am I not human...?My tears didn't stop to roll down my cheeks. I shut my eyes and bit my lips to prevent my self to cry even harder.This is the first time that someone harassed me and in public!Public! He don't care what people might think.I can say that he's not afraid...I want to know who he is... I want some justice, that's maybe enough right? I deserve that right? I'm still human.My lord... If you could hear me right now... Please send someone who can be at my side all the time. Please send someone that will accept me for who I am and not make fun... Send someone... Who will love me... For who I am...My tears rolled down again. It's like a falls that can't stop to fall.I'm indeed stupid.Wishing to god that I know is impossible to happen.Just awhile ago, someone harassed me without fear that someone might see us.But I realized some

I finish my coffee and decided to go home. He didn't see me. I don't know what to feel, but... Why am I a little disappointed? Guess I'm tired.Just imagining the event tomorrow... Man, I just want to stay at my apartment and cuddle with my pillows. My bed's my only comfort.I didn't even know if I should attend the party tomorrow, but remembering the person that stalking me... And Monica. God, what is really her problem to me?I decided to walk to get home. I need some peace... Well, not that there's no one here, just walking and calming my mind, I think that's what I need to continue my life.There's so many people here with someone beside them. I even saw a children playing with their playmates. It's late but they're still awake. They should go home and sleep.I continue to walk and analyze my surroundings until I felt someone's walking beside me. I remembered the person at the 7/11 and I trembled. Is he really not afraid to get caught? There's so many people here!I was about to r

I told Emerald the venue of the party. I'm nervous as hell! This is the first time that I'll attend our every year party.Before, I didn't even think twice if I'll go, but now's different. There's so many things that's happening to my life now that even me, didn't know if it's really happening."Enjoy your night, my goddess cuz!" Said Emerald then laughed like she's losing her mind.I just shake my head and get out of her car. She insisted to drive me here. Now, my problem is, how could I get home wearing this dress?I balanced myself and breath deeply. Do I manage to wear this heels long? I wish.I slowly walked inside and sighed again. As I step my foot inside many eyes turned to look at me. Oh geez! Shit man, I'm nervous!I cleared my throat and avoid their eyes. I continue to walk. I'm looking around if Bullet is already here. I don't have friends so I can't stop in a table and acted like we know each other while it's the other way around.Does anyone recognized me as grandma Mild