Alle Kapitel von FORBIDDEN BONDS: Kapitel 41 – Kapitel 49

MIAI’m still quite shocked that Ross allowed me to go, even when I was leaving, he didn’t try to stop me, I didn’t even sight him.What changed though? Why did he change from an aggressive maniac to a kind, loving guy? Does he have a personality disorder or something?I walk up to the door of the ‘Bank’s residence’ and take a deep breath before placing a soft knock on the door.How will my mom react when she sees me? How will Mr Banks react? I bet they’re not even home right now. How will Josh react though? Will he shout at me? Will he hug me? Will he be mad at me?I place another knock on the door, louder than the previous one, since no one has shown up.Is the house empty? Is nobody home?I ring the doorbell this time and I hear a low grunt. Who’s home?“Is someone home? It’s me, Mia.” I say in a half yell but all I hear is another faint grunt.I attempt to ring the doorbell again when I finally notice that the door isn’t closed well, it had been slightly open all this time.I pus

JOSHI still don’t understand why Mia is pissed. I mean there’s nothing to be mad about, right? She loves overreacting.“Why do you look hurt?” Mia had asked.I didn’t know that it was that obvious. I didn’t mean for it to be obvious. I’m not even supposed to be hurt or jealous but I can’t help it.Surprisingly, time flies by very quickly and I find myself dressed up for a dinner date with Mia’s ‘boyfriend.’ Calling him that leaves a bitter taste in my mouth and a certain feeling in my chest.I didn’t dress up exquisitely though, I mean, the dinner is happening right in my house, I’m only wearing sporting designer jeans paired with an unassuming button down shirt with two buttons undone, high-end sneakers and.…wait, I’m not supposed to be describing my outfit, you’re free to go wild with your imaginations.I head out of my room and sight Mia heading downstairs, looking strikingly beautiful in her red backless, flowing gown.I scoff, wondering why she dressed up so much for a dinner th

MIAMom seemed extremely furious at Josh and me, she yelled a lot and scolded me for apparently ‘watching my brother beat up my boyfriend’ but that isn’t what’s on my mind right now, I’m more worried about Josh, about myself, about our relationship.“You just love hurting me, don’t you, Mia?” I can still hear the pain in his voice as those words repeat themselves in my head.I sigh and head upstairs to my room, only to be pulled aside by none other than Josh.He slams my back against the wall and pins me down, his hand on the wall, right beside my head, stopping my escape.“Josh..” I call out, staring into his gorgeous blue eyes.“Everything you said back there…” He pauses, searching my face. “…You didn’t mean it, right?” I gulp down nothing.“I…I..” I search for words. Did I really mean it? Do I really want to end our relationship? But it’s wrong, we’re siblings and we’re not supposed to be feeling this way for each other.“Answer me.” He orders in a dangerously low voice, his face i

JOSHMia makes me feel things I’ve never felt, she makes me do and say things I never imagined I would’ve done or said. I’ve been with a lot of girls, many with curvier bodies, model-like faces, daddy’s money, but yet, my stepsister, an ordinary girl that happened to walk into my life is the one who has captured my heart. Why? Why her? Why can’t I let go of her? Why can’t I stay away? Our relationship is “disgusting” as some would say, it’s wrong in every way possible but yet I still want more of her, yet, I want to show everyone that I don’t give a damn about what they say or think of us, I want to claim her, make her mine and mine alone….The question though is if she wants the same. There are times—like today—when I feel like she wants no one else but me, but there are also days when I feel like she wants far away from me as possible, like she wants us to remain as siblings and nothing more.Yes, she does say that a lot, going back and forth between wanting me and not wanting me,